I'll get this out of the way as quickly as I can, after which point I can go back to not using LiveJournal. I have no desire to talk about it to the Internet beyond what I've done in private
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To be honest, all my stress is gone. That's how I know it's actually a good thing. It's a dead kind of relief though, because I understand the next part of my life is going to be very hard for a while and I'm very tired.
On 5/8 I wrote to my friend: "i know this part of my life is coming to a close though and it's hard to explain, but i feel like i need to keep doing what i'm doing for right now."
So I don't know what it was, but my brain has already been preparing me to let go since the start of May.
Not knowing and having to wait on someone else, or something else held up by someone else is the most stressful thing ever. In-between sucks.
I find that when I am forced into a situation of constantly wondering "Will I or won't I?" it stresses me out to the max. Even if I get shitty news, when I do get news I just feel a sense of relief that I am not long dangling like a fish between cat paws.
Aside from that, I'm glad you at least know for sure. That it's concrete. I would say something along the lines about how it sucks to lose a job right now where they're shitty to find to begin with, but honestly this job sounded to me like it was making you physically sick--I can't say that I'd want anyone to stay working at a place like that anyhow.
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After my worries with the contract position going on break, I can understand how stressed out you probably are right now.
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On 5/8 I wrote to my friend: "i know this part of my life is coming to a close though and it's hard to explain, but i feel like i need to keep doing what i'm doing for right now."
So I don't know what it was, but my brain has already been preparing me to let go since the start of May.
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WHOOPS.
oh well! not going to let it bother me.
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I find that when I am forced into a situation of constantly wondering "Will I or won't I?" it stresses me out to the max. Even if I get shitty news, when I do get news I just feel a sense of relief that I am not long dangling like a fish between cat paws.
Aside from that, I'm glad you at least know for sure. That it's concrete. I would say something along the lines about how it sucks to lose a job right now where they're shitty to find to begin with, but honestly this job sounded to me like it was making you physically sick--I can't say that I'd want anyone to stay working at a place like that anyhow.
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