Mar 29, 2005 23:00
I'm in a weird mood. I had a lot of fun tonight! Terri, Chelsea, Chris, Mike and I went to Channel Mark for dinner. Chelsea, my sister and I did kareoke! LMAO! funny stuff!
But I'm still in a ...weird... mood. It's impossible for my good moods to last. Someone always brings something up that doesn't make me very happy or something ELSE goes wrong. First of all, I think it's rude to bring univited guests to someones house and second I want everything to go away. I know I've been feeding you all this bull shit about how I'm over it all and I'm going to be ME again. But I'm still pissed about everything and I don't know how to act around some of you people. I don't trust a lot of people and now I know why. It's hard to forgive people that you don't think deserve forgiveness. I want it all to go away though...
I wish finding love was as simple as finding your limo driver in an airport. You know, the ones that stand around with a name written on a piece of cardboard. I wish everyone had a piece of cardboard with a name on it and all you had to search for was your own name. LMAO-I'm dreaming....
I keep looking for simplicity when everything is soo complicated.
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!SUNSPLASH TOMORROW!