can you help me find a way to carry on again?

Jul 08, 2005 19:54

So, instead of helping my father, I went to my friend's grandma's house. It's about 15 minutes from the big city. Relaxing. But a bit... I don't know, maybe we (Well I?) unconfortable? But at least, I went out for 24hrs, what a record. But I know that I mean a lot to this friend, and little by little, I think I'm understanding it. That from now, we are on the same side. But sometimes, I just feel.. stifled? But if I tell her that, she won't be calling me for a looooong time, so yeah. What do I do? Just fucking nothing at all.

Came back at about 4pm today. Found out hat I received my report card + AIME-A'S LETTER! I opened my repord card first.(I alaways keep the best for the end) And I'm really proud, seriously. It feels like I've accomplished something REALLY big. On my Math final, I got 89%!!!! It was worthing something like.. 40% of my term I think. Aaaaaah I love it. Anyway here's my FINAL marks for my 4th term: (Marks in bold are my FINAL marks, which means for the YEAR).

Biology: 90% - 90%
Phys. Ed.: 89% - 88%
Technology: 98% - 96%
Math: 86% - 88%
Geography: 90% - 95%
F.P.S: 89% - idem
French: 90% - 90%
English: 87% - 92%
Dramatical Art: 96% - 95%
E.C.C: (INo marks for the 4th term; see FPS) 91%

So yeah, I'm REALLY proud, and I think I can be. I can't believe I'll be in my 4th year in highschool Time is going so fast... Yes you did see well, I'm scared. Btw, please don't ask me how I see me in 10 years, I don't even know what I'll wear tomorrow.

Swing swing swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again

...

Do you know how it feels like,
being alone?

I'm off to watch LOST, maybe? My mother taped it for me (and for her!) yesterday.<3
Pis les mouches m'adorent.
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