Apr 05, 2004 11:01
Josh left today. Well, actually, he left yesterday. But today to El Paso. I don't know how long it will be before I see him again. I always find myself wishing that I'd treasured the time he was here more. But after a 4 day drinking binge, I wasn't quite myself. (That is never happening again, btw.) Actually, I'm quitting smoking, too. I'm down to 2 a day right now. I'm going to completley cut myself off fairly soon. I'm doing far too many things to weaken my body, too many things to poison it-- it's actually quite ridiculous.
If I get my loan, I'll be headed off to Kentucky for school in June, if I don't.... I'm moving to wherever Josh resides. The next couple months should be fairly interesting. Since I have no internet where I'm living, I'm not updating very often, sorry. Although my readers have dwindled in numbers ever since my first hiatus from LJ.
Alrighty, well-- there's your update. Wish me luck. ;)