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i dont write in this thing anymore. i completely forgot about it until earlier today.
i let my mind start running today. bad idea. and ive been so good about not letting shit get to me lately... anyways, as a result i was in a weird/shitty mood all day. i decided today that being a nice guy is a curse. itll never be otherwise. but i cant change. i shouldnt have to anyways.
on a brighter noted i realized today that i actually dont have it very bad in life. i may not have the few things i want but i have a lot. im just selfish. who isnt? of all of shitty things that happened today, my problems are pretty irrelevent to the grand scheme of things.
i just want to be done with this school year. i want to be done stressing about where im going to live from now on. i never shouldve moved out of the house. worst decision ever.
all this comes down to is that i just want to go on tour. its been too long. the worst day of touring is better than the best day in the real world. hands down. no school, no work, no girls, no bullshit. just music, good friends, endless stretches of road and stories you couldnt write.
- Bryan
ps. heres to realizing i have some fair-weather friends...
i let my mind start running today. bad idea. and ive been so good about not letting shit get to me lately... anyways, as a result i was in a weird/shitty mood all day. i decided today that being a nice guy is a curse. itll never be otherwise. but i cant change. i shouldnt have to anyways.
on a brighter noted i realized today that i actually dont have it very bad in life. i may not have the few things i want but i have a lot. im just selfish. who isnt? of all of shitty things that happened today, my problems are pretty irrelevent to the grand scheme of things.
i just want to be done with this school year. i want to be done stressing about where im going to live from now on. i never shouldve moved out of the house. worst decision ever.
all this comes down to is that i just want to go on tour. its been too long. the worst day of touring is better than the best day in the real world. hands down. no school, no work, no girls, no bullshit. just music, good friends, endless stretches of road and stories you couldnt write.
- Bryan
ps. heres to realizing i have some fair-weather friends...