We're all messed up.
Sigh. I wish I could get back my blogging edge. But I seem to be drifting further and further away from blogging tho. :/ sigh. uhwells. Anyway, V day was a blast. The day before. Sunday (13th), has a massive fight with b that i felt like leaving so badly. the fight and silence after that was, unberable. I swear it was the worst ever. Urgh. But we made up after that so we managed to go over to his place and made cake! :) Made w his sis and mom. Pei Si and the usuals tried it today. Was dead afraid they wldn't like it but to my surprise, they liked it. Very much :) im so happy. :) and VDAY! :) B was such an ass for making me panic and feel bad when it was all a joke but he surprised me w a bouquet of roses :) After that, had lunch, schooled and went vivo and broadwalk after that till pretty late. Audrey spent it w us too. :) It was amazing. And yknw, i wish vday was every day. On the other hand, most people say vday is any other day because they still love you all the same but yknw, the feeling of getting treated extra special is really amazing, even though its already amazing to be treated exceptionally special ;) uhwells.
Exams are in <7days. I am dead scared. 6 main + core papers :( gosh, i'll be surprised if i dont flunk. But wait. I want ALL As :) Supposed to meet b tmrw to study but urgh he fell asleep on me. Again. So idk what time is it so i texted him and said i'll study on my own. It's not that im not trying to be understanding but the more i try to understand, the more you do it. And when you know i'll get angry you wont fall asleep on me, you'll just tell me and honestly, thats exactly how i like it. But in cases like this, im done waiting. Every night. For god knows how many nights in a row now. Ive had it.
We're so messed up. Because one minute we're good and the next we aren't. God, life's a bitch. (Btw, i rly need to exercise. I'm such a fat fk nw, im grossed out by myself. my size and how fat i am :()