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I haven't written in awhile.
A few things have happened.
I'll start with the thing that most concerns me right now.
Casey's precancerous cells came back in her um. area. She had a battle with it in November of last year. Had some sort of surgery, and it was supposed to take care of it. Apparantly not. I'm worried sick about her. She's such a beautiful person, :\. She just called me - a friend of hers died in Iraq, she thinks, sometime within the last week. Poor thing.
I met this great girl named Morgan a few days ago. She and I have talked a lot, she's fabulous.
Tony is camp counseler, I believe. Fucking fabulous. He's going to love it, I know it. Tony, I am so proud of you, and the direction you're taking with your life. I don't need to tell you how fucking incredible you are, I know you already know it.
Adam and I had our last fight today, I think. He kept saying I wasn't keeping in touch, when really it was him. He wasn't returning my calls. He'd say let's do something, and I'd call him, and he'd call me back way past the time I go out and do things. So, whatever. I'm over him.
Speaking of guys though, theres this guy I work with, named Andy. Since the day he started, we've both been getting shit from people about how we need to date. Whatever, that's cool. Andy's a cute guy, and god damnit, we get along. But he's two years younger than I am. And honestly, he's short. If I'm really into someone, that won't matter, but I'm just usually attracted to taller guys. I haven't seen Andy since Friday, his birthday [he turned 18!] was saturday.. and today, he grabbed me when I walked in the door, and held me for a minute. It caught me off guard so I said "Hey there... have a nice birthday?" He said "Hmm.. yeah." and then let me go and went about his business, and did the same thing before he left. He held me for a minute, and I said "Ya leavin?" he said "yep. off for the next two days" I smiled and said "you behave yourself!" he just smiled and replied no. We've kind of flirted on occassion, and every once in awhile, we'll grab eachothers hand and give it a squeeze when we pass.. I dont know where I'm going with this. This is the first time I've ever even thought about admitting I could actually have a thing for Andy. I guess I do.
p.s. hi kels<3
A few things have happened.
I'll start with the thing that most concerns me right now.
Casey's precancerous cells came back in her um. area. She had a battle with it in November of last year. Had some sort of surgery, and it was supposed to take care of it. Apparantly not. I'm worried sick about her. She's such a beautiful person, :\. She just called me - a friend of hers died in Iraq, she thinks, sometime within the last week. Poor thing.
I met this great girl named Morgan a few days ago. She and I have talked a lot, she's fabulous.
Tony is camp counseler, I believe. Fucking fabulous. He's going to love it, I know it. Tony, I am so proud of you, and the direction you're taking with your life. I don't need to tell you how fucking incredible you are, I know you already know it.
Adam and I had our last fight today, I think. He kept saying I wasn't keeping in touch, when really it was him. He wasn't returning my calls. He'd say let's do something, and I'd call him, and he'd call me back way past the time I go out and do things. So, whatever. I'm over him.
Speaking of guys though, theres this guy I work with, named Andy. Since the day he started, we've both been getting shit from people about how we need to date. Whatever, that's cool. Andy's a cute guy, and god damnit, we get along. But he's two years younger than I am. And honestly, he's short. If I'm really into someone, that won't matter, but I'm just usually attracted to taller guys. I haven't seen Andy since Friday, his birthday [he turned 18!] was saturday.. and today, he grabbed me when I walked in the door, and held me for a minute. It caught me off guard so I said "Hey there... have a nice birthday?" He said "Hmm.. yeah." and then let me go and went about his business, and did the same thing before he left. He held me for a minute, and I said "Ya leavin?" he said "yep. off for the next two days" I smiled and said "you behave yourself!" he just smiled and replied no. We've kind of flirted on occassion, and every once in awhile, we'll grab eachothers hand and give it a squeeze when we pass.. I dont know where I'm going with this. This is the first time I've ever even thought about admitting I could actually have a thing for Andy. I guess I do.
p.s. hi kels<3