Friends are fucked.

Jun 02, 2004 11:02

So, it's Friday night.

Erich, Scott, and Eric S are all at Eric S's house totally shithoused.

Tessa comes over. Tessa and Eric S have been sleeping together since October. She drinks one beer, and goes out on the balcony to smoke a ciggarette.

Scott passes out drunk.

Eric S follows her out. He proceeds to rip her pants off, and starts fucking her [consentual] on the balcony. They continue to fuck, and he brings her inside to the couch.

Where Erich gets involved. He starts making out with her, while his best friend is still fucking her! He starts rubbing her clit and whispering in her ear.

"Yeah, you nasty bitch. that's how you like it, huh, slut?"

Other things like that. The next day, after she had left, the two Eric's told Scott about what happened, laughing at her.

I don't even know what to think. It makes me sad. Sad that Tessa is the way she is, sad that the Eric's are the way they are. Sad that I still feel the way I do about Erich. Even if he were to come to me and say he wanted to me with me, I couldn't. Speaking of! He's NEVER done or said anything like that to me. Ever. He's never tried to get me to go any further then kissing him. Never pushed for anything at all. Ever. He'd say the sweetest things. We'd talk. What the fuck made him act like that! What the fuck is up with Tessa. Not only does she KNOW that I've been into Erich for years, she's told other people that she looks up to me for wanting one person and sticking with it, no matter what. I hung out with Tessa on Monday, and she said things with Eric were going well, we talked a lot about it. Granted, we aren't great friends, and have only hung out a few times, so I dont expect her to go into great details about her sex life, but what the fuck man. If that's what she's into, well how can I bad mouth her for that? I couldn't. But if she thinks being sexually open is turning Eric S on, it's only making her look like a joke. He has no respect for her, no one does. What do I do? Do I say something to her? If I did that, it would make me seem like I'm going "stay away from Erich" but that's not the case! I dont want anything to do with him anymore! Any of them! I want her to see that being a whore isn't getting her the attention she wants!

I'm hurt. I shouldn't be, because really the situation has nothing to do with me directly, but...

what.the.fuck?
Tony, this is what I was upset about the other day.
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