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[with_pains]

fuck i probably shouldn't have signed online. i'm just upset now. i should have just gone to sleep. i'm dead tired and i have work for ten hours tomorrow. i just wanted to hear from you today. i went to the marina in nyack with alyssa and sam and wished you were with me because you're all i ever think about. i seriously only ever want you to call, and i'm always wishing you weren't thousands of miles away, and i'm a little bit scared that i'm so upset right now because i think you won't call me anymore.

[NULL & VOID?
i mean uh.
i wish.]