Computer switch made me forget
Yeeah. So, has anyone else been feeling like this year is ridiculously.... dynamic? If this is just the beginning, will the end of the year be really boring or will it mcblow my mind? I have learned a lot about myself. I may have even gotten to the point where I could actually have a healthy relationship. It just kind of clicked one day. I had an "... oh!" moment. It all flashed before me and I realised what had always been... off. Good stuff. I don't think I'm afraid anymore.
Still unsure of the future, but becoming more certain of the past. At least something will make sense. I think I'm afraid to move forward and get things done. If I do what I'm supposed to, will anything new come along? Will the adventure be lost? Or will I be stuck in a 9-5, saving up vacation time to go some place within my budget. I don't like that word. Budget. Bleh. If I can switch my work schedule around, I'm going sky diving on the 15th. Maybe that will make me feel better.
"You must have fallen from the sky
You must have come here in the pouring rain
You took so many through the light
And now you're on your own"
Catchy song.
I'm ready fro spring break. No school. No work.... nice.
Still unsure of the future, but becoming more certain of the past. At least something will make sense. I think I'm afraid to move forward and get things done. If I do what I'm supposed to, will anything new come along? Will the adventure be lost? Or will I be stuck in a 9-5, saving up vacation time to go some place within my budget. I don't like that word. Budget. Bleh. If I can switch my work schedule around, I'm going sky diving on the 15th. Maybe that will make me feel better.
"You must have fallen from the sky
You must have come here in the pouring rain
You took so many through the light
And now you're on your own"
Catchy song.
I'm ready fro spring break. No school. No work.... nice.