May 30, 2005 13:06
so billy and i have been together for three weeks on friday... and he makes me talk to him about so much stuff. every time we wind up in a dark room together alone we make out for like ten minutes and then he makes me cry by telling me how beautiful i am and how he doesn't understand how this girl in front of him doesn't understand how great she is and blah blah blah.
OH OH OHOHOH. AND. matt was talking last night in the car to me and said something about how we weren't supposed to fall in love. and i was like wait, you're in love with jamie? and he's like 'fucking head over heels. and don't pretend you're not in love with bill already.' and i was like NO I'M NOT.
but i thought about it. and i realized i'm falling really hard, REALLY fast... and yea... i'm about three quarters of the way there. like right now, i just love him, but i give it less than a month and i'm gonna be in love with him. and that scares me. but... he keeps telling me how i don't have anything to be afraid, cuz i guess he really REALLY likes me and doesn't wanna lose me for any reason.
lol
life is good.
anyway... me and adam can jam like fucking no one else. its sweet.
i got a dalmation. i can still get high. i can play the gee-tar like a mother fucking lie...
bahwy bahwy bahwy bahwy... bahwy-bahwy-bahwy... bahwy. bahwy. bahwy wwowww.. lol
sublime rocks.
i miss amber a whole lot. joey is FINALLY going out with roxanne and it's so cute.
andrew needs a girlfriend bad. he just needs someone to make out with. normally i'd jump at that, but I'M FALLING FOR BILL DAMNIT lol :D i have two jobs now. i'm gonna work with my dad AND at DQ. oh yea. it'll be sweet. as i roll my eyes.
what else.... nothing really.... i love my group of friends. absolutely love them. its so cool. adam's house last night was awesome. bbq's at adams are sweet. we got kicked out last night around 3 lol cuz it was so late, adam's mom was like OKAY BYE out the window and we were all like oh shit, lol, we better go... lol
but that's pretty much it.....
I GRADUATED. I MADE IT THROUGH HIGH SCHOOL!!!
LIFE CAN NOW FUCKING START.
you wait. i'll be famous. oh yea.