Oct 31, 2009 15:36
Happy Halloween All !
Today is your birthday Amithyst.
I wonder what you are doing today?
I am sure you are giggling, and all excited that today is your birthday, and also Trick or Treat day.
Perhaps you went to your first school dance last night?
Your a teenager now, and celebrating your 15th birthday.
My goodness almost sweet 16.
In a few years if you have been told?
You will have a decision to make.
I wonder if you will seek us out, and find us?
I did all the necessary paper work so all you have to do is contact the court, and find our address, and phone #.
Your Grandma died this June.
Her dream was she hoped to live until you turned 18 so she could see you all grown-up.
Even though she is gone from here I am sure she is finally getting to see you.
You have 2 brothers, and a sister.
They know all about you , and why you are not with us.
I hope your Mother, and Father told you the truth about your Mommy being just a baby herself, and we felt so that you could have the best chance at life we had to let you go.
We loved you so very much sweet girl, and it was the hardest thing in the world to sign those papers.
Until we see you someday know that you are a constant thought in our minds, and we always celebrate a little more than others on Halloween because it's your birthday.
We always sing happy birthday to you also.
I love you, and wonder where you are tonight as you turn 15?
Love you always,and forever,
Nana ♥