Life is moving along..
Milo the kitty..
It has been awhile since I have been here to journal some feelings since Momma's passing.I am doing alright now.I have cried,sat in the floor with Momma's clothes, and acted like a crazy lady.Thru grief counseling I realized I was feeling like a orphan.I worked thru those feelings, and have now been giving the strength to carry on without my precious Momma.She will always be with me.She is out of sight but has never left me she lives thru me, and my memories.I am going to be okay now.I know I will have Mommy moments as my dear friend Ken explained to me, and I am ready for them as they come.
I finally packed Momma's clothes with the help of Shawna.They still sit in a box in the closet waiting for me to take them to Heirlooms for Hospice.Just not qwite ready for that yet.It will come.I sorted thru all the photos,and passed them along to my brothers, and Shawna.I gave them all what Momma left them, and then some.I contacted all her creditors, and sent death certificates to them so they would stop calling for Mrs.Arnold.
My cousin Lisa came up from Colorado Springs on Wednesday, and stayed until Sunday with me.She helped me paint Momma's room, and it is now the spare room, and my music room.Looks awesome.Kinda nice to be able to rock out now.She also pampered me to a manicure, and pedicure.Was relaxing..
Today's task is painting my bedroom, and redecorating it.It's going to look nice.I have brought out my stuff that was packed, and started decorating my house in my style.I love it, and it feels more like my home now.
My best girlfriend since junior high(Beth) is coming out in 10 days, and stay for awhile.I am so excited.She just finished her schooling to become a bondsman(woman), she passed with a score of 94.Right on Beth...☺She hopes to move back here, and open up her own bond company, and put me to work with her.That sounds fun, and challenging.lol..
Kyle is now living with his Momma.Shawna now has all her kiddos back together.YAY !!!!
The kiddos are leaving the 30th for Camp Good Grief, which is put on by Hospice.They will be gone 3 days.I feel it will be wonderful for them.
Shawna is having surgery the 29th in Kentucky www.babies-by-levin.com
to have her tubes reversed.Her husband is younger, and wants a baby of his own.Not that he don't treat Kyle,Kaytlin, and Ethan as his own.They are hoping now that she is getting the surgery she needs to have a normal pregnancy she will carry a healthy baby.She lost their baby in August of 2008, she was stillborn(Sophia Mae) They want a girl to name after Momma.Please pray for them.I have put it in Great Spirit's hands.Whatever is meant to be, will be.
Milo the cat is growing like a weed.I am so glad I have him.He has been a life savor for me since Momma died.He is quite the little man...
tata for now..
love,light, and peace..
Thanks again for all the emails,cards, and words of sympathy...