Dad is coming home today...
Yep, dad is coming home today, I have to get the spare bedroom ready. Mom is acting like a spaz. Most likely because we went and saw my uncle last night, and he's not doing well at all, has maybe a week, or less. Mom broke down, I couldn't watch my aunts and her cry, so I went outside and cried alone.
My dad is ok, coming home, but my uncle is leaving us, just 4 months after his initial diagnosis. Life makes no sense, and death even less sense. We're just trying to cope.
I just hope mom stops being a spaz. I know she's hurting but... sheesh. I had to pick up her pieces after my son died too... I could never grieve around her... always felt like her grief was worse (as she compared it) so this makes me frustrated, but I am patient with her as always.
Last thing I need is this damn cough and sore throat. Oh and some weirdo emailing me here on MySpace telling me how rude I was for "yelling" at the Radio shack employee who tried to jip me for an RF Modulator that was labeled as on clearance but when run through the register was $30 bucks. So, me being pissed as this is the second time that particular radio shack has mislabeled an items price and tried to charge more, I was the rude one for going off. Right. And this person is... who to me?? Just someone who thought it would be funny to post some anonymous email to me about how rude I was, and watch me freak about the fact that some unknown knows me from my town on MySpace. Dude, fuck with me and you'll meet the end of my morning-star. Otherwise, just lay off and get a life. Whoever the heck you are.
So, I'm off to finish getting the spare bedroom ready for Daddy. Thanks for all your prayers and positive thoughts. Please send some for my uncle and his family, that he passes peacefully and doesn't hurt anymore. It's breaking our hearts that we cannot help him or comfort him anymore. (he isn't able to register with anyone verbally or non verbally anymore) So please, send the Goddess' loving energy to keep him and comfort him. Thanks for all and any love.