When was the last time I pulled an all nighter???
well it's 5:16 in the morning and I haven't gone to bed yet. I probably won't until tonight. really sucks. I had to do this paper that I totally procrastinated on like I always do. I'm about 85% done. The paper needs to be a couple paragraphs longer, I have to do notecards, and then type out my issue proposal. The proposal will take like 5 mins. Everything else, I don't know. Andrew's going to be coming here at 930 to take me to get my tire fixed. Yeah, somebody slashed it. Nerve of some people.
For the past couple nights, including tonight before Andrew dropped me off, I had been getting alot of panic attacks. I just kept thinking about this paper and all the stuff I have to do that goes with it. I would hypervenelate and cry and everything. But tonight I didn't. I just relaxed, did things one at a time. I had to stop myself a few times so I could breathe regularly, but otherwise I was good. I didn't have any attacks. I'm just doing my best here. That's all anyone can ask of me.
I HAVE to take this as a lesson not to procrastinate!!!!
For the past couple nights, including tonight before Andrew dropped me off, I had been getting alot of panic attacks. I just kept thinking about this paper and all the stuff I have to do that goes with it. I would hypervenelate and cry and everything. But tonight I didn't. I just relaxed, did things one at a time. I had to stop myself a few times so I could breathe regularly, but otherwise I was good. I didn't have any attacks. I'm just doing my best here. That's all anyone can ask of me.
I HAVE to take this as a lesson not to procrastinate!!!!