Losing Myself Again
Don't you hate it when your life gets so complicated that you just stop talking about it, because you're just tired of explaining... and being judged.
And anyway there's nothing anyone can do to help anymore.
And when you really need someone to talk to, you really can't. Because you'd have to explain all the things you never said, because to some of those people you've hid major parts of your life...
You can't tell them anymore. And there's just no one to ask for comfort.
I need someone to have my back, someone to center me when I'm off kilter. But more and more the few people that are supposed to do that, are the ones knocking me off kilter.
I just wanted people around that I could enjoy, I was tired of dragging them into shit. But what I really need right now is someone to call me every week or so and ask me how I'm doing. Motivate me. Tell me I can do it. Tell me what I can do better, when I need to hear it. Remind me things I forget. Like my self confidence and self worth.
And anyway there's nothing anyone can do to help anymore.
And when you really need someone to talk to, you really can't. Because you'd have to explain all the things you never said, because to some of those people you've hid major parts of your life...
You can't tell them anymore. And there's just no one to ask for comfort.
I need someone to have my back, someone to center me when I'm off kilter. But more and more the few people that are supposed to do that, are the ones knocking me off kilter.
I just wanted people around that I could enjoy, I was tired of dragging them into shit. But what I really need right now is someone to call me every week or so and ask me how I'm doing. Motivate me. Tell me I can do it. Tell me what I can do better, when I need to hear it. Remind me things I forget. Like my self confidence and self worth.
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