5,000 Truths (Part 2)
101. What does happiness/joy feel like physically?
Hmmm... for me, kinda like an overwhelming warmth in my chest. sometimes it brings me to tears.
102. List five people you love starting with the one you love the absolute most.
....this is not fair. >.>
A ) Kindergoth
B ) Christopher
C ) Ecamer
D ) Aeo
E ) Vampy
103. How many movies have you gone to see this month?
Just one. Pirates of the Caribbean.
104. If you could have 3 wishes...but none of them could be for yourself, what would you wish for?
Ecamer's parents to win the lottery, my dad not to have cancer, and Sammy J to find her happiness.
105. In what ways do you relax and de-stress when you are really tense?
write, take a walk, clean, create something either physical or in photoshop, or take a very long drive
106. How much money would it take to get you to drive to school naked in the springtime and get out of the car?
Hmm.. I would do it for 500K
107. Have you ever killed an animal?
yes..
108. Have you ever lost someone close to you?
Yes
109. What do you think of cloning?
I think it is rather creepy on a human level.
110. Do you read or watch TV more often?
Read. Always reading something.
111. With all this talk of terrorism going around are you willing to sacrifice rights and freedoms for increased safety?
I have been thinking about that a lot. I have not settled on a decision in that matter.
112. What is the punishment you would come up with for Osama Bin Laden if you caught him alive?
Torture 100x worse then he could ever think of.
113. Have you ever named an individual part of your body?
Um.. yes. >.>
114. Have you ever been on the radio or on TV?
Yes, both.
115. Have you ever won a lottery, or sweepstakes?
the most i have ever won is $150 from a scratch-off ticket
116. Have you ever won a contest or competition?
Yes, several growing up. Mostly for art. I did get a medal for being a top flute player in the state one year.
117. Do you like to watch The Joy of Painting show with Bob Ross (check out this link if you don't know who he is. Also please note me if you notice the link is broken) http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bob_Ross_(painter)?
I did when i was little. I would watch him all the time and mimic his "happy little trees" with my water colors.
118. Do you know what your grandparents and your great grand parents did for a living?
No. Though i think my grandfather was in the military.
119. Is there anything really interesting in your family history?
Heh.. well according to my family I am related to Benjamin Franklin and my real dad is supposedly the Stetson man. *eyeroll*
120. Is there anyone you trust completely?
Christopher..
121. Have you ever lost someone without having the chance to say goodbye?
Yes
122. How do you feel about women in politics?
I have no problem with it. Although Sarah Palin makes us all look bad...
123. Would you rather have an indoor Jacuzzi or an outdoor pool?
Jacuzzi
124. What things are you interested in that you study or read about on your own?
the occult, human body, human psychology, war, adolf hitler, sexual psychology... the list goes on
125. Would you consider yourself to be intelligent?
Yes.
126. Would you consider yourself to be wise?
Most of the time, not always..
127. Have you ever given or received a lap dance?
Given, yes
128. Have you ever spoken to a homeless person?
Quite often actually. I make a point to do so.
129. Would you ever creep into the subway tunnels to go exploring?
Yes.. if they were not in use.
130. If you could add 70 years to your life but only by making some random person die 70 years sooner would you?
That depends.. would I grow old at the same rate? would i be 200 years old and having social security hate me?
131. Can you finish any of the following lyrics?
A: Nothing to kill or die for... and no religion too. imagine all the people, living life in peace (John Lennon)
B: Late comings with the late comin' stretcher... that's a body bag in disguise y'all betcha (can't remember)
C: I could make a film and make you my star... you'd be a natural the way you are (Sex-Dwarf *love this song*)
132. Were you ever with someone while they died?
Yes.. and it sucked.
133. Would you rather be a world political leader or a rock star?
Rock Star!
134. Have you ever given someone a love letter that you wrote?
Yes I have.
135. Have you ever sent someone a surprise though the mail?
No, i have always alerted them when something was on the way. But I have included surprises in the package. :)
136. Are you looking forward to any concerts right now?
Not as of yet. I got to see Weird Al last month and I have not made plans since then.
137. Of all animated movies, which is the best one you've ever seen?
Grave of the Fireflies Written and directed by Isao Takahata
watch it here http://youtu.be/RThvRQpwpsY
138. What are the best bands or songs to listen to while driving?
There are too many to list
139. What do you think is the most amazing thing that anyone has ever accomplished?
Surviving despite everything
140. What could a member of the opposite sex do to impress you?
Teach me something about myself.
141. About how many emails do you get a day?
5-10ish
How many of those emails are junk mail?
none..
How many of them are forwards?
maybe one or two a month
142. What's your favorite thing to do online besides write in your diary and hang out at this site?
create things
143. Do you believe Kurt Cobain killed himself or was it a conspiracy?
I believe it was an accident.
144. Have you ever thought about hitchhiking across the country?
already have
145. Who would you bring with you on this kind of a road trip?
Vampy. :P
146. Of the following, which word best describes you: accurate, bold, charming, dependable
Dependable
147. If you are single, at about what age do you think you will be ready to settle down and get married? If you are married, how old were you at the time?
I was 26
148. Do you often wonder, when you say goodbye to people, if it is the last time you will ever see them?
I sometimes do.. especially if they are moving away.
149. What movie are you most looking forward to seeing when it comes out?
I don't have one. I kinda just watch them as i stumble upon them.
150. What is your quest?
To be where I am supposed to be.
151. What is louder and more annoying: 200 adults talking or one four-year-old screaming?
Four year old screaming
152. Do you believe the stories about planes, boats and people mysteriously disappearing into the Bermuda triangle?
Absolutely.. and it is fascinating.
153. Who are you the most jealous of?
No one. I am happy being me. :)
154. What is the happiest way you can start your day?
[censored]
155. Do you ever have moments where you feel like everything is all right in the world?
I do.. usually after seeing someone i love
156. Who thinks that you are offensive?
I don't know... anyone wanna speak up?
157. If you had to teach a class in something, what would you be able to teach people?
Photoshop tricks of the trade - beginners to intermediate
or
How to Survive 2 years without a dime to your name
158. Have you ever had a spiritual experience (an experience that cannot be explained by science)?
I have had several. But I write about them other places.
159. Do you believe that this experience was truly mystical or do you think there is some scientific explanation for it, only you don't know what it is?
Truly mystical, naturally.
160. Do you get offended easily?
Not really
161. Would you still love and stay with your significant other if he or she had to have a breast or testicle removed?
Why would I not? That seems to be a rather shallow reason to leave someone.
162. Do you believe in fate or free will?
Both
163. Do you believe that only boring people get bored?
That's what they say
164. Can life change or are we all stuck in vain?
Life can always change. You just have to be the one to put it into motion
165. What changes are you afraid of?
Afraid of? None. Nervous about? moving. but that is natural
166. Are you a day person or nocturnal?
Lately I have been both and it is fucking annoying
167. What one CD could you listen to for an entire week (no mixed CD’s, it must be an album)?
Carnival of Rust by Poets of the Fall
168. Which is worse, working in retail, food service, or an office?
I have worked in all and I would have to say retail.
169. What's the coolest job you ever had?
pyrotechnic - putting on firework shows for pay. how can anyone not love that?
170. What is one central idea that your thoughts seem to come back to?
Serving
171. Have you ever wanted to be an actor/tress?
of course!
172. If you had the power to control one person and make this person do anything you wanted for a whole day, who would you pick and what would they do?
.. i would not pick anyone. :/ I would never want such power.
173. What star sign are you and what is your sign like?
Libra and google it.
174. Did the Blair Witch Project scare you?
No.. it was ruined for me before i got to watch it.
175. Are you in constant fear of death?
Nope.
176. Does fear of death keep you from building a life?
Absolutely not
177. Do you like all your movies to be in wide-screen?
I'm good with what-ever format i end up with.
178. Are you a fan of any comic books?
Transmetropolitan... but I guess that is more of a graphic novel
Sandman Series is also a favorite
179. At what age did you attend your first funeral?
19
180. What do you smell like (lotion, cologne, sweat)?
vanilla bodywash
181. What are your greatest sources for wisdom?
My friends actually.
182. When you were little, where did your parents tell you babies come from?
I don't remember... of course, there is a running theory that i was raised by wolves.
183. What is your favorite band?
Do not have one
184. What's the best cheesy 80's song?
I have no clue.
185. What's the best kind of movie to see on a date?
Action!!!
186. Do you like to sit in the front, middle or back of the Movie Theater?
Depends on who i am with...
187. Have you ever been inside an abandoned building?
several times and for long periods of time as well
188. Under what circumstances would you agree to work for free?
Volunteer work or a favor for a friend
189. Candles or strobe lights?
Candles!!! Get to play with hot wax!
190. Do you think the Lord of the Rings movies are true to the books or did Hollywood change the story too much?
I didn't read the books so I have no idea.
191. When you see a stranger on the street does your first reaction lean towards thinking of this person as a potential friend or as a potential threat?
Depends on how they are carrying themselves.
192. Is it natural for human beings to fear and distrust each other, or is it cultural?
I believe it is cultural.
193. What do you really want to buy?
Better health
194. You have to choose. Would you be happier marrying someone rich for their money or living in the streets and subway tunnels with someone you love?
... I am actually going to go with marrying for money. I am starting to find that being married is over-rated so I may as well enjoy financial status.
195. If someone wanted to understand you what book could they read that would help?
...Kushiel's Dart would be a fantastic start
196. Do you think it’s odd that Americans have freedom of religion and yet call themselves 'one nation under god'?
" under god" was added at a later date. It is about time they took it back out.
197. In what sense are you a minority?
heh.. in this city? being white. >.>
198. Are you anti social?
No. Go Away!
199. Do you photograph well?
um.. I am my own wort critic so i am not the one to ask
200. Do you think that human beings would survivor through a nuclear winter?
Of course... though i hope not all of them.