... and then hope dies
In the coming months ahead, I may not be posting. Ecamer is going to be laid-off very soon. Which really sucks. But I'm in the process of preparing for it. I'm going through my stuff and getting ready to make some sacrifices. Canceling paid accounts to various sites (including this one and my DA accounts). Obviously, my plans to build a new computer have been put on hold. I'm selling my PS3 and several collectible items. Some on ebay, some locally. I don't know if I will post stuff I am selling here or not. I guess if I have no luck then I will.
Worst case scenario, we will be moving in with the inlaws. Really a frightening thought. I have hit rock bottom a lot of times in the past (as anyone who has known me for over 5 years knows), but this will be a first for Ecamer. Where I will be able to roll with the punches, this will be battering to him. He already feels like a failure.
*sighs*
I really don't like asking for help, so this is very hard for me to do.. Not to mention, Ecamer would be horrified if he knew.. But if you can help, please know that words alone would not be able to express my deep gratitude. Even if it's only $1, every little bit helps.
I'm not allowing comments because this is really a blow to me. These past few years is really the first time I have been stable in my entire life and the fact that I am going to lose that stability really scares the crap outta me despite the safety net of Ecamer's parents.
If you want to contact me, please email me at lilwitchdollie@gmail.com
If you are interested in purchasing my art instead of donating, please use that email and let me know as well. Do not go through my DA account as despite the prices, I will only receive (quite literally) pennies. I can get them printed up and mailed to you myself far cheaper then what they charge through the site. I will try to upload more stuff in the weeks ahead. I just need to find my file first.
Here are my little galleries. There are two because I was in the middle of switching accounts.
Ivy English
Witchdollie
*sighs* And I guess that's really all I have to say for the moment.
Worst case scenario, we will be moving in with the inlaws. Really a frightening thought. I have hit rock bottom a lot of times in the past (as anyone who has known me for over 5 years knows), but this will be a first for Ecamer. Where I will be able to roll with the punches, this will be battering to him. He already feels like a failure.
*sighs*
I really don't like asking for help, so this is very hard for me to do.. Not to mention, Ecamer would be horrified if he knew.. But if you can help, please know that words alone would not be able to express my deep gratitude. Even if it's only $1, every little bit helps.
I'm not allowing comments because this is really a blow to me. These past few years is really the first time I have been stable in my entire life and the fact that I am going to lose that stability really scares the crap outta me despite the safety net of Ecamer's parents.
If you want to contact me, please email me at lilwitchdollie@gmail.com
If you are interested in purchasing my art instead of donating, please use that email and let me know as well. Do not go through my DA account as despite the prices, I will only receive (quite literally) pennies. I can get them printed up and mailed to you myself far cheaper then what they charge through the site. I will try to upload more stuff in the weeks ahead. I just need to find my file first.
Here are my little galleries. There are two because I was in the middle of switching accounts.
Ivy English
Witchdollie
*sighs* And I guess that's really all I have to say for the moment.