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I haven't read or written anything here in a long time. I've been on Facebook recently since they have a much better iPhone app. Anyway, I've had some thoughts recently that I just feel like getting out there:
1. Awareness - I feel like I've been so wrapped up in myself, my future, my husband and my career lately that I'm horribly uneducated and uninformed about the world, or hell my own community. I need to work on that.
2. Time - I have only read 3 books this year. I wanted to read 12! Granted, two were huge, but still. Must work on time management, but I think a lot of this will come from finally getting a regular work schedule. I do crave routine.
3. Weight - I have no idea what is going to motivate me to lose weight for good. I've hovered around my current weight for the last 10 years. 10 lbs up or 10 lbs down. I mean, if laziness and instant gratification are my only reasons for eating unhealthfully, I'm in trouble 'cause those are hard to break. And just not being the fat one come August doesn't seem to really be good enough either.
4. Goals - I'm scared. Scared that I'll never have enough to open my dream bar, scared that I won't have enough knowledge for anyone to take me seriously and scared that my target market will be too small and I'll never have any customers. I guess I just need to keep plugging along though. Starting with getting this bankruptcy started by the end of the year. Another thing that's scared me: saving up $2,000 is taking WAY too long.
That's it for now. Just wanted to get this stuff out there, somewhere.
1. Awareness - I feel like I've been so wrapped up in myself, my future, my husband and my career lately that I'm horribly uneducated and uninformed about the world, or hell my own community. I need to work on that.
2. Time - I have only read 3 books this year. I wanted to read 12! Granted, two were huge, but still. Must work on time management, but I think a lot of this will come from finally getting a regular work schedule. I do crave routine.
3. Weight - I have no idea what is going to motivate me to lose weight for good. I've hovered around my current weight for the last 10 years. 10 lbs up or 10 lbs down. I mean, if laziness and instant gratification are my only reasons for eating unhealthfully, I'm in trouble 'cause those are hard to break. And just not being the fat one come August doesn't seem to really be good enough either.
4. Goals - I'm scared. Scared that I'll never have enough to open my dream bar, scared that I won't have enough knowledge for anyone to take me seriously and scared that my target market will be too small and I'll never have any customers. I guess I just need to keep plugging along though. Starting with getting this bankruptcy started by the end of the year. Another thing that's scared me: saving up $2,000 is taking WAY too long.
That's it for now. Just wanted to get this stuff out there, somewhere.