Hi Robin! The land of dreams is strange, isn't it? I end up dreaming very often- once a month or more- about someone who used to be important to me, and that I haven't met since 2004. It's strange because I hardly ever think about him in my wake, & I don't particularly want to see him consciously. But when I wake up from that sort of dream I feel incredibly refreshed, as if coming back from a vacation from work & routine, getting back a part of myself that only existed in his presence.
What an intense dream! I miss you, have missed you for a long time, with filament thin stretched heartstrings. Please please get ahold of me if you can.
your text led me here: to you: us: beautiful...witchbabyblueJuly 18 2009, 18:17:28 UTC
Kaaaatieeeee!
My mom just arrived to spend the day with me, and showed me a text message from yooou, you, YOU! (We ended up switching phones when mine went nuts in Portland- long story.)
Interestingly- if not exactly surprising, since you're never too far from my heart- you have been *so much* in my thoughts extremely recently. Almost like a lingering presence, pushing me towards some Now that is meant to be ours more than ever was ever. Does that make some sort of heartsense at least?!
And-- PORTLANDIA! I'm coming home, baby. I am. There have been delays, as there will tend to be, but I am making the real & solid steps now- planning gently softly but rushing into the joy of it all, even as I can't *really* rush! **The cell number I'm using now is the same as what you tried, but with 6464 at the end, just so you know. I now <3 little text bubbles of hugs like you send & can't type too much until I get a better phone, maybe a Blackberry, but will text back
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I end up dreaming very often- once a month or more- about someone who used to be important to me, and that I haven't met since 2004. It's strange because I hardly ever think about him in my wake, & I don't particularly want to see him consciously. But when I wake up from that sort of dream I feel incredibly refreshed, as if coming back from a vacation from work & routine, getting back a part of myself that only existed in his presence.
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My mom just arrived to spend the day with me, and showed me a text message from yooou, you, YOU! (We ended up switching phones when mine went nuts in Portland- long story.)
Interestingly- if not exactly surprising, since you're never too far from my heart- you have been *so much* in my thoughts extremely recently. Almost like a lingering presence, pushing me towards some Now that is meant to be ours more than ever was ever. Does that make some sort of heartsense at least?!
And-- PORTLANDIA! I'm coming home, baby. I am. There have been delays, as there will tend to be, but I am making the real & solid steps now- planning gently softly but rushing into the joy of it all, even as I can't *really* rush! **The cell number I'm using now is the same as what you tried, but with 6464 at the end, just so you know. I now <3 little text bubbles of hugs like you send & can't type too much until I get a better phone, maybe a Blackberry, but will text back ( ... )
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and i'm glad you're ok.
and yes, feel free to use that pic you like.
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