♓ - )(----EY!
[Filtered to Eridan.]
---------ERIDAN!
I t)(ink we need to talk.
Care to lend a fin?
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[She knew Karkat told her not to, but, she kind of HAD to talk to him. A lot had happened, and even if he'd get mad, this was a one time thing, at least she thought it would be. Unless they managed to fix something here and there! She didn't want to start ( Read more... )
---------ERIDAN!
I t)(ink we need to talk.
Care to lend a fin?
38)
[She knew Karkat told her not to, but, she kind of HAD to talk to him. A lot had happened, and even if he'd get mad, this was a one time thing, at least she thought it would be. Unless they managed to fix something here and there! She didn't want to start ( Read more... )
fef
ill alwways lend a fin to you
but wwhat do wwe need to talk about exactly
[Oh god he was so nervous, why was he so nervous. He felt almost guilty talking to her, even seeing her text... After what he did and all...]
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Crabcatc)( told me w)(at )(appens later.
I wanted to know )(ow you feel about it all.
I t)(ink it is important for me to know!
And maybe we can try and get down to the glubbing bottom of t)(is and )(OP-EFULLY )(elp Karcrab settle down!
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straight to the fuckin point per usual fef
howw do you think i feel
like i can go do fuckin flips outta the wwater or somethin equally stupid
i feel fuckin awwful fef
i made a horrible mistake and i realize that noww
and evven if i say im sorry a million times it isnt goin to change a goddamn thing
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You s)(ould feel pretty )(orrible for it, it is, or w)(ale, WAS a terrible t)(ing for you to do!
But, I don't t)(ink you need somet)(ing else to carp about wit)( us being in t)(is new plaice!
Granted it's still going to )(appen w)(et)(er we like it or not, so t)(ere's not)(ing t)(at can be done!
I was fated to B-----E!
But for now, we )(ave left t)(at place and time and I t)(ink we need to move on.
Unless you want to be a wet fis)( and keep moping around about it.
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thats really it
i mean i thought youd be furious wwith me
i wwas completely shocked that you evven wwanted to talk at all
and you are just goin to let it go like that
fuck
i mean yeah if wwe can movve past it id like to but i dont think its that fuckin easy fef
i mean fuckin bloody hell
i killed you
that isnt somethin anyone can just fuckin get past wwith no regrets
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I mean, you reely deserve me to get SUP--ER mad.
I never t)(oug)(t you'd actually do somefin so )(orribubble.
But, it )(appened, so it's supposed to be t)(at way w)(et)(er we like it or not!
I'm not trying to say you need to just forget about it all now and just wade about )(appily.
You don't even )(ave to talk to me or anyt)(ing after t)(is.
But I t)(ink we s)(ouldn't keep our feeling submerged about the issue and just face it!
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its not that i wwant you mad at me
evven if i fuckin deservve it
its just fuckin hard ok
fef come on you vvery wwell knoww i still wwant to talk to you
evven if kar tells me not to i just
just goddamnit
fef look im sorry it happened
so fuckin sorry
im the fuckin sorriest bottomfeeder there evver wwas
im so fuckin loww
lowwer than anyone
lowwer than evveryone
but i just wwanted to savve you is all
i wwas just doin wwhat i thought wwas right
wwhat i thought wwould savve us wwhat wwas our only fuckin hope
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JUST STOP YOU'R--E STUPID GLUBBING!
Clam your fis)( )(ole for a second -Eridan and listen to me!
I'll even stop my fis)(y puns and accent so you know I'm R-E-ELY S-ERIOUS!
You don't need to apologize anymore, I already said what's done is done.
I might not forgive you yet, but I won't keep holding you to what happened!
Stop worrying about what's best for me and what's the only hope.
Stop being sorry, stop being so exhausting, and stop going overboard!
I want us to try and live here without all this drama getting in the way.
It's too late Eridan, you did whatever you did.
It is terrible, and I'm really disappointed, but we have to just swallow and take it!
Even with everything that happened, or will happen, I'll still be your friend, okay?
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alright fef
i mean fuck if thats what you want ill
yeah ill try its hard but ill fuckin try
you really are too fuckin good to me fef
its honestly ridiculous most trolls wouldnt want to see my face again
but here you are offerin me this nearly clean slate
and just callin the past the past
i guess
thanks fef i fuckin appreciate you bein so goddamn understandin
even if i really dont deserve it by any means
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I don't mind talking to you if you need it, I've been able to let off a lot of steam since I got here!
Even if when I got here some not very fun things happened right away.
You can be really exhausting, but I'm sure with this new place and without all the pressures you'll calm down a little maybe?
Either way try not to be so DRAMATIC!
And stop being so DOWN on yourself! Gluuub glub glub.
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talk to me because you want to fuckin talk to me
though i gotta admit even bein in a new place without the pressures a the veil things will still be hard for me
i mean you can be as optimistic as you want fef but that isnt going to change the choices i made
isnt goin to make the fact it happened any easier
yes i know its the past but it really isnt that simple
i have to live with the decision i made fef and its a decision that is goin to follow me
even if you are so understandin a it others arent exactly
even kar holds it against me and hes my moirail
not to mention it makes it hard NOT to be down on myself
but i think ill try and be better about it
for you anyway
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I just hope you can start dealing with what will happen one day.
I'll try to talk to you here and there, and don't think I won't respond if you want to talk to me too!
It's nice Karkat is your moirail, I think that's good for you.
I do just want everyone to be happy! I want you to be happy, and I want to be happy too!
I'm gonna go though, probably gonna go for a swim!
S-EA YA!
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