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ello darlings.how are we all?wow...now i don't know what to say.that seems to be happening alot lately.don't u just love it when u open ur mouth to say sumthing...and nothing comes out?lol nothing is worth talking about anymore. thats really sad. but then again so is life.i truely have nothing to say.nothing i have to say is important. but doesn't that make me unimportant?but i guess ive known that for awhile.ive also been very depressed for a long time. but now im right on the edge.i told that to a friend of mine and shes said i don't act like im depressed and i replied with "thats bcuz im a damn good actress".but i figured out the answer to that.even though she didn't ask me a question.my strongest depression comes when im left alone with myself.bcuz my depression comes from loneliness.so when im with ppl i wanna be with well then of course my depression won't show as much but that doesn't mean its not there.im just way to considerate of other ppl to cause then discomfort with my pain.well i guess i did have sumthing to say.i still don't feel more important though.