psshh
well isn't life just peachy!NOT just when u think it can't get any worse then BOOM ur knocked back down again.it seems all i ever talk about is bad stuff and i know it must not sound to pleasant but its really all thats been happenin lately.i haven't been this depressed since like about 2 years maybe. but don't worry im not going to kill myself and the cuts and scars on the hips go away the fastest.in about 3 days all i have said was maybe a paragraph of words and i usually just say yes, no or shrug.and for those of u that know me thats saying a whole hell of a lot.life just doesn't excite me any more and thats wat hurts me most.well any way i am soo busy lately.fall use to be my favorite time of year and now all i do is rush around and work i need to just sit down and look at the leaves.my two fav holidays are coming up halloween (SCT halloween paty!) and my birthday Nov.2,(wink wink) for all of those who haven't got me sumthign yet.lol well thats it for now i guess ill come back when i have a smile on my face again or if its possible when sumthing worse happens which i really truely hope dosen't happen because that would probly mean death.but then again death wouldn't be that bad and i would welcome it openly.well there i go running off at the mouth again. *hides behind a magical mushroom* ~*peace*~