No, seriously, I've been here the whole time! (Also a cry for help)
Hey, guys! I guess I'm just typing to myself because I have been gone for, well, geez, a frickin' year. ...My bad?
No, seriously, I've been here the whole time!
I just haven't been posting or doing anything actually involved. I had promised myself when I started uni that I would actually use and "do" livejournal. You know, make friends, write stories, and create things. None of that happened.
So, with my failure storming above me following me around like a little black cloud, I did something about it. I signed up for the Criminal Minds Big Bang in April. I know, I know. I have no idea what the fuck I was thinking. But, here I am.
I'm 22k into it right now with half of it beta'd and my artist questioning my sanity (which is completely legitimate). The Big Bang goes live on the 7th (yes, of August *gulp*), and I post on August 11th. I will be posting on my journal, so do keep a look out for it. The problem, so far, is that I haven't actually finished writing it. Guh! I know! I have about 5 major scenes to write, so the finished project should end up somewhere south of 30k.
If I actually pull this off I am going to be so proud of myself, I can't even fathom it. Reality, though, is that I might not finish it in time, and that would kill me. I want this so bad, and I procrastinated for so long. I admit, I'm an idiot, but I do want this.
This might actually be a little bit of a cry for help because I am getting to the part where I have to write sex scenes with two men, and I'm at a bit of a loss. I mean, I have read hundreds of thousands of sex scenes, but I never really written one. Ever. I am just too uncomfortable to actually write it, you know? Also, the kicker is that I am writing S&M. Yeah, yeah. Sigh.
If anybody has any advice for writing sexy times with whips please leave a comment or send a message. You would be my savior.
See you guys soon, hopefully!!!
w.w.w.
No, seriously, I've been here the whole time!
I just haven't been posting or doing anything actually involved. I had promised myself when I started uni that I would actually use and "do" livejournal. You know, make friends, write stories, and create things. None of that happened.
So, with my failure storming above me following me around like a little black cloud, I did something about it. I signed up for the Criminal Minds Big Bang in April. I know, I know. I have no idea what the fuck I was thinking. But, here I am.
I'm 22k into it right now with half of it beta'd and my artist questioning my sanity (which is completely legitimate). The Big Bang goes live on the 7th (yes, of August *gulp*), and I post on August 11th. I will be posting on my journal, so do keep a look out for it. The problem, so far, is that I haven't actually finished writing it. Guh! I know! I have about 5 major scenes to write, so the finished project should end up somewhere south of 30k.
If I actually pull this off I am going to be so proud of myself, I can't even fathom it. Reality, though, is that I might not finish it in time, and that would kill me. I want this so bad, and I procrastinated for so long. I admit, I'm an idiot, but I do want this.
This might actually be a little bit of a cry for help because I am getting to the part where I have to write sex scenes with two men, and I'm at a bit of a loss. I mean, I have read hundreds of thousands of sex scenes, but I never really written one. Ever. I am just too uncomfortable to actually write it, you know? Also, the kicker is that I am writing S&M. Yeah, yeah. Sigh.
If anybody has any advice for writing sexy times with whips please leave a comment or send a message. You would be my savior.
See you guys soon, hopefully!!!
w.w.w.