Just...really?
Hey, guys. I know I haven't updated in like forever, and I'm so sorry. I feel so lame. Ugh. I'm trying to get back into writing, but then things like this weekend happen.
So I'm at college in Halifax! Woot. I'm actually really enjoying the education, so that's good. I haven't been super homesick (at least not until this weekend). My roommate, Claire, is awesome. I have one really close friends and some others ones that are ok. I feel pretty good about it.
Then my grandmother passed away..the same weekend as my midterm. So, I was stuck here in Halifax while my family gathered in Washington D.C. to bury my grandma. I knew it wasn't feasible to get me there, but I just wanted o be surrounded by family so bad. Just to have a hug. This all happened Thursday with my midterm Monday...joy of joys. I held up pretty well. I hate crying so no big deal. But today...i broke down. I finished my midterm and just came back to the room and moped and didn't move. However, I was still holding it together. I was ok. I swear.
Then...disaster struck. (DUN DUN DUN) I (this is so lame and embarrassing) sat on my laptop and broke it. What a lame way to break my laptop! Geez. It was the last straw, though. I started to hyperventilate and just broke down. I called my parents in hysterics. I just couldn't take it. I have 27 more days until I go home. I just feel like dying. I am so done with everything.
The reason the computer was so important to me is that it was he only thing that kept me from crying every night (which I really haven't done - I haven't gotten homesick). It was keeping me sane. Now, I have to send it away for like three weeks. I start tearing up just thinking about it. Basically, I'm skipping some of Journalism class (which I hate btw) to ride a bus to get on a ferry to get a cab to get to Best Buy. Yeah, yeah. I hate my life sometimes...or all of the time.
So my roommate is out on the town so I stole her computer. Yep...stolen. Not really. I'm sure she won't mind, but still.... Anyway, updates are gonna be even slower because all of the writings I have are on my laptop which is out of commission right now. Sorry!
w.w.w.
So I'm at college in Halifax! Woot. I'm actually really enjoying the education, so that's good. I haven't been super homesick (at least not until this weekend). My roommate, Claire, is awesome. I have one really close friends and some others ones that are ok. I feel pretty good about it.
Then my grandmother passed away..the same weekend as my midterm. So, I was stuck here in Halifax while my family gathered in Washington D.C. to bury my grandma. I knew it wasn't feasible to get me there, but I just wanted o be surrounded by family so bad. Just to have a hug. This all happened Thursday with my midterm Monday...joy of joys. I held up pretty well. I hate crying so no big deal. But today...i broke down. I finished my midterm and just came back to the room and moped and didn't move. However, I was still holding it together. I was ok. I swear.
Then...disaster struck. (DUN DUN DUN) I (this is so lame and embarrassing) sat on my laptop and broke it. What a lame way to break my laptop! Geez. It was the last straw, though. I started to hyperventilate and just broke down. I called my parents in hysterics. I just couldn't take it. I have 27 more days until I go home. I just feel like dying. I am so done with everything.
The reason the computer was so important to me is that it was he only thing that kept me from crying every night (which I really haven't done - I haven't gotten homesick). It was keeping me sane. Now, I have to send it away for like three weeks. I start tearing up just thinking about it. Basically, I'm skipping some of Journalism class (which I hate btw) to ride a bus to get on a ferry to get a cab to get to Best Buy. Yeah, yeah. I hate my life sometimes...or all of the time.
So my roommate is out on the town so I stole her computer. Yep...stolen. Not really. I'm sure she won't mind, but still.... Anyway, updates are gonna be even slower because all of the writings I have are on my laptop which is out of commission right now. Sorry!
w.w.w.