trying to figure this out
right now im just home sitting on the couch i think ive exhausted looking for something to distract me on facebook and all im left with is the fact I never really know whats going on. I could have went to the gym but I ate two slices of pizza almost 2 hours ago and it is still sitting in my gut like a brick. I am at the point I could go to bed I am so tired and there is a slight thumping coming from in the inside of my head. Kinda annoyed with today basically just unsatisfying to say the least. Ian added me and I saw a halloween pic of Dimitri which put me in this weird place emotionally right now. I dont know what the deal is with ex's that they have this ability to make you feel numb or quite possibly down on yourself. I just wish I didnt care or have something slightly more exciting to do at the moment to not be bothered by anything. a shower might help