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sunday's going to be fun.
not. finishing a funeral one year later than the death is the most idiotic thing ever. i can understand that it helps save money, in a way. but really. it's emotionally trying. i don't want to, but someone's gotta be there to represent the black sheep. mom's at a shamanic retreat, bear's hanging out with his girlfriend on saturday night late, nicole's working on sunday. so guess who's left? me. the one who feels like she should step up to the plate. plus, it gives me reason to see relatives. maybe my cousin rachel will be there. haven't seen her for years.
i really hope i cry this time. i'll feel hella betta if i do.
*sigh* even typing with a new england accent isn't helping to brighten this mood.
as Jon Davis (creator of Garfield) would say: "a deep blue funk"
shit. i used to use that phrase.
g-d, help my spelling and grammar. it's deteriorating.
not. finishing a funeral one year later than the death is the most idiotic thing ever. i can understand that it helps save money, in a way. but really. it's emotionally trying. i don't want to, but someone's gotta be there to represent the black sheep. mom's at a shamanic retreat, bear's hanging out with his girlfriend on saturday night late, nicole's working on sunday. so guess who's left? me. the one who feels like she should step up to the plate. plus, it gives me reason to see relatives. maybe my cousin rachel will be there. haven't seen her for years.
i really hope i cry this time. i'll feel hella betta if i do.
*sigh* even typing with a new england accent isn't helping to brighten this mood.
as Jon Davis (creator of Garfield) would say: "a deep blue funk"
shit. i used to use that phrase.
g-d, help my spelling and grammar. it's deteriorating.