whine
I've missed my ex so badly in the past few days. I feel myself back sliding. I broke up with him, why am I still mooning around? I know why I broke up with him. I remember why. It's just hard, when I see him, when I feel him look at me, when I'm told from every direction that he's lost without me --- it's hard to feel strong, and prideful, and never want to take him back. I hurt, today. It's silly, and I hate it, but I ache deep in my chest, and I wish I could cut out my own heart. So dramatic.