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Click to viewIllusions are dreams gone bad. :(
So I've been working two weeks at my new job. I'm so brain tired from taking so many notes everyday, then staying up til past midnight to type them up in a format I can understand. It's a high stress, meet deadlines kind of job, which is good for me cause I tend to thrive on stress,and once I can fall into a routine of doing each task without thinking first "what steps do I follow" Then I should be just fine and it will most probably wind up being the least stress free job I've ever had.
Each day I'm so sure will be my last, because the job is so intricate in all the specific details which entail each task, and I ask so many questions and repeat the same questions only 5 minutes from asking them. But my new co-workers have been very supportive and patient with me, hopefully this continues as it's only with their patience that I have survived this long there.
Part of my job is conducting a weekly meeting, something I've always wanted to do. :) Todays meeting, only my second meeting! MY SHOE BROKE AN HOUR BEFORE THE MEETING!!!! OMG! So I went into a minor panic attack, which for me is repeating over to myself OH CRAP OH CRAP OH CRAP!!! NOW WTF AM I GONNA DO?!!!" Well anyway, so I calmed down, finished my reports, then went into the meeting barefoot! lol No one said a thing! The meeting went well, (I think...) and I went back to work.