11pm....night 3
I do pretty good during the day...it's the night that is hard because I have to unwind myself enough to go to sleep and that's when those suffocating thoughts try to dart into my mind.
I'll eventually type it all up here. Certainly not FB fodder.
Went to church, went to lunch after with Nao and Sarah. Came home to put S down for a nap and I tried to sleep, but that wasn't happening. Went to my trusted friend Amy's house and told her everything over a cup of tea. She's going through her own set of trials and we prayed for each other before I left. Drove around the area and prayed....picked Nao up got a few groceries, came home put Sarah to bed and then have been gleaning as much of this darn ipod that I can. Writing down names, numbers, whatever looks like a lead.
Tomorrow I'm sure I'll be inundated with calls from different agencies. Marin, her Juvenile P.O. will not be happy to get that message....but we've developed a good working relationship. I know she's got our back and will do everything she can to find my girl.
I need to contact Dev. Disabilities and a few other people so that they know.
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On the plus side.... James was approached by his supervisor for recommendation of a promotion. I hope this happens! It would be extremely well timed. We shall see...
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Ok...finally yawning. All this lack of sleep will eventually lead to sleep right? heh. ;)
This song Sarah wants me to sing to her every night...the lyrics really choked me up tonight.
Peace, Be Still
Lay all your troubles down
Be still, oh my soul
Our God is in control
and if God is for us
than whom shall I fear
and our God is for us
so lay down...be still
He is God
Hallelujah God is in control
Hallelujah Our Lord Jesus Christ has won.
Be still my soul...He is God.
I'll eventually type it all up here. Certainly not FB fodder.
Went to church, went to lunch after with Nao and Sarah. Came home to put S down for a nap and I tried to sleep, but that wasn't happening. Went to my trusted friend Amy's house and told her everything over a cup of tea. She's going through her own set of trials and we prayed for each other before I left. Drove around the area and prayed....picked Nao up got a few groceries, came home put Sarah to bed and then have been gleaning as much of this darn ipod that I can. Writing down names, numbers, whatever looks like a lead.
Tomorrow I'm sure I'll be inundated with calls from different agencies. Marin, her Juvenile P.O. will not be happy to get that message....but we've developed a good working relationship. I know she's got our back and will do everything she can to find my girl.
I need to contact Dev. Disabilities and a few other people so that they know.
..............
On the plus side.... James was approached by his supervisor for recommendation of a promotion. I hope this happens! It would be extremely well timed. We shall see...
..............
Ok...finally yawning. All this lack of sleep will eventually lead to sleep right? heh. ;)
This song Sarah wants me to sing to her every night...the lyrics really choked me up tonight.
Peace, Be Still
Lay all your troubles down
Be still, oh my soul
Our God is in control
and if God is for us
than whom shall I fear
and our God is for us
so lay down...be still
He is God
Hallelujah God is in control
Hallelujah Our Lord Jesus Christ has won.
Be still my soul...He is God.
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