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Nov 05, 2004 16:56

another boring day at school. i hate it. JOrge was in ISS all day so it was gay. in PE i eacaped and went to kyles class and hung out with him...jorge is coming over later, we're going to just hang out and watch a movie..i love jorgee yeah!

"Everything is free. thats a seceret. the only thing that isnt free is you. you do as your told: you sit in your seat until they say "stand" you stay till they say "go" maybe thats the way you like it. its easy. its all there. you dont have to think about it you dont even have to feel it. it sometimes wonder how this planet keeps sticking to my feet. they did everything they could to pin me down. im okay. what about you? its mind control see. you have to go to school get those exams get to university or college, get a job. get life down the drain. yeah. they got you as soon as you were born. never risked a second of your life. Listen: heres the way it really is. air is free. What, you knew that? good for you. okay food is free. Ahh bet you didnt know that one! Listen. This is how you do it. first you gotta find the freefood shop. you go out of your front door and walk down the road. Sooner or later you come to the free foodshop. you cant miss it. It doesnt matter what its called the foods piled up everywhere--on shelves, in great heaps on the floor, in boxes and bags and bins. you want it,you name it--its yours. You go inside and have a look around, see what food you want. You put the food you want under your coat or in your shopping bag and you take it home and eat it. Yeah. i expect you thought you had to go to school get educated, learn a job, do the job, get paid, take the money down to th shop, give the people the money before you could take the food home huh? You listen to other people too much. Once you know how to do it you look about and you'll see freefood shops all over the place the only thing youve got to worry about is that theres usually someone who about who thinks the food belongs to them. so you have to make sure your invisible. thats easy too, because you can be anything you want to be. its a big seceret. your magic! your terrific. Your anything you wanna be. Belive it! If one of those people who thinks the food is theirs catches you, its no sue arguing; theyre too far gone. you better leg it instead. And once in a while--you may get caught. then the police get you and take you to court. If you have the money you get fined. if you dont you do comunity service. thats okay. it neednt happen often i know people who havent been caught in years. All that stuff about going in and out of prison. Thas just another form of mind control. Sometimes i see all the straights crawling past, going to work, coming back from work, going to learn how to work. whatever. and i want to shout "Hey listen to me! i isnt like that. it really isnt like that..." Only i never do. Its useless. They must weigh about 60 thousand tons. im so far from people like that. they cant even see me. do you want to know more? listen, ill tell you everything. you can do anything you want. you dont belive me. you think, shes out of her head. yeah, i am out of my head--on being me. What are you on? on being them. you dont even know. i bet youwere never even given a chance to know. Remeber when you were little and they used to say "naughty girl, naughty boy" because you broke somthing or said the wrong thing? they told you, "you are a bad person" But it wasnt like that, it was just you were doing a bad thing it wasnt you who was bad. your beutiful. your wonderful. everything that you do is wonderful because its you doing it. your ythat strong. you can do it band and know its bad or you can do it good and know its good but it doesnt do anything you. your still YOU. Listen you can be anything you want to be. be carful its a spell. its magic. listen to the words. you can be anything. you are everything. everyone, anyone whatever you want. im showing you. so as long as you stay yourself you can eat dirt and itll takse good b/c its you and your eating it. you listen to them, teachers parents, theyre alwys saying, if you steal your a theif, if you sleep around your a slut. if you take drugs your a junkie. they want to get inside your head and control you with their fear. maybe you think your mom and dad love you but if you do the wrong things theyll try to turn you into dirt. its your punishment for being you. dont play their game. Nothing can touch you. you stay beatiful. ive done everything. all of it you think it. ive done it. all the things you never dared. all the things you dream about. all the things you were curious about and then forgot b/c you knew you never would. i did 'em, id 'em yesterday while you were still in bed. What about you? whens it gonna be your turn?"
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