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Because, maybe it isn't how we really feel anymore, maybe it's just how we're used to feeling. Maybe we just get used to a certain group or a certain person and then after a while it all becomes numb. You start to lose that sense of excitement or passion or love and all it is is a group of people who hang out because theres nothing more to do on a Friday night. And then they're gone and you're lost because these people, this part of your life is gone and you actually have to feel something, you actually have to be awoken from the numbness of no pain and no heartbreak and step out on your own two feet. You actually have to feel something. No more hiding behind the walls of late night movies and vodka at two am. The people, these friends are gone but then again so are you. And when it comes time to wake up and actually own up to who you are where you've been and where it is you think you're going, you don't have a clue. You aren't sure what you feel but then again does anyone? The only thing you can really know is that you aren't the only who feels this way. So then, if the numbness unites you...are you really lost??