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[wiskyforthesoul]

fuck... fuck....fuck....fuck...life is so weird...i wish i gave a fuck about things still...but i dont really understand nething nemore...so i went to my PO today (parole officer)...it was pretty shitty...i have to go to a 7 hr class on alcohol education...woohoo!...and if i screw up again im goin to court...which makes the rest of my life until im 18 seem awesome...oh boi, do i feel lucky ::sarcasm::...life just seems empty...i cant concentrate on school nemore, my mind wanders and thinks about things and ppl...i just cant concentrate...oh well its not like its werth nething to pay attention...life will take me where it wants me to go...i probly wont like it but, hey who gives a fuck...i dont...i need an automobile, then i can go and do w/e the fuck i want and not worry about nething...itll really keep my mind off of stupid shit that wont make me feel ne better thinking about...i think thats what i need to do...just not think...music and laughter are my two medicines...love used to b included. i wish i could find happiness...its so close but its not comin netime soon. ...its weird...i cant find hate in any of my emotions...only happiness and saddness...but ryt now i dont know what i am...im just empty...
p.s. if anyone knows of a car theyre selling or know of someone whos selling a car..please let me know...prefferably under 3000...maybe a manual