stupid cupid your a real mean guy...i'd like to clip your wings so you can't fly
i'm tired.
work was okay. ryan and his girlfriend broke up the other day so he was all bummed out. i felt bad for him. he's a great guy ya know.
nikki's coming on the 20th for a couple of days! *does happy dance* can't wait can't wait! *beams*
and john's gonna be moving up here in a few weeks! that makes me happy too. i miss that boy ya know. now if only i could get ahold of mijo. *sigh* he sucks because he hasn't called anyone since last year and i really wanna talk to him. i miss the shit outa him. *pouts* a mijo-hug would be so awsome you don't even know.
neways. i thought a lot today at work too. and i think i'm done thinking because all i seem to do is twirl myself around in circles. yes...no..yes....no..maybe..no.....yes..maybe...no..yes.....no and on and on it goes. *deep sigh* i drive myself crazy. i just want to scream. i wish someone would just tell me what i should do. which way i should go. but if they told me i had to go one way i'd want to go the other..simply because..that's the way my brain works for some reason. tell me i have to do something...and it takes that much longer for me to get it done. i guess i'm just defiant like that. *shrugs*
okay..i'm done now. i'm gonna go change and maybe clean up my room. maybe. and..yeah...i'm toast.
work was okay. ryan and his girlfriend broke up the other day so he was all bummed out. i felt bad for him. he's a great guy ya know.
nikki's coming on the 20th for a couple of days! *does happy dance* can't wait can't wait! *beams*
and john's gonna be moving up here in a few weeks! that makes me happy too. i miss that boy ya know. now if only i could get ahold of mijo. *sigh* he sucks because he hasn't called anyone since last year and i really wanna talk to him. i miss the shit outa him. *pouts* a mijo-hug would be so awsome you don't even know.
neways. i thought a lot today at work too. and i think i'm done thinking because all i seem to do is twirl myself around in circles. yes...no..yes....no..maybe..no.....yes..maybe...no..yes.....no and on and on it goes. *deep sigh* i drive myself crazy. i just want to scream. i wish someone would just tell me what i should do. which way i should go. but if they told me i had to go one way i'd want to go the other..simply because..that's the way my brain works for some reason. tell me i have to do something...and it takes that much longer for me to get it done. i guess i'm just defiant like that. *shrugs*
okay..i'm done now. i'm gonna go change and maybe clean up my room. maybe. and..yeah...i'm toast.