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It's still raining. And I'm still in a bad mood. I hate solo/ensemble contest. And it amazes me that even though I hate it so much I still do it year after year. I had a lesson with my private teacher at 4:30 today and it was a whole hour of playing solo stuff and scales and audition stuff and more scales. I think she was able to tell that I had no desire whatsoever to be there at all. I did all right on most of the music but not the chromatic scale and i dont know why cuz usually those are really easy. BUt i knew i was doing really bad because she just had this look on her face and I have only seen that look when I like totally dont practice for something thast reallyimportant. It was basically a "you're screwed why are you playing like this" look. but then it went away when i played my solo.
i finally finished the user picture i was working on. it took me awhile but now that i kno what to do it wont be that hard when i want to make some more. however i still hate this username and when i looked up how to change it it said i would have to pay 15 bucks just to change it. i waste my money enough as it is...so im just going to stick with it.
im not sure why today was such a bad day...it just went really slow and though we have the day off tomorrow theres really nothing to look forward to except for the sheer "excitement" of a weekend. i would say to call me to do something tomorrow but i know no one will because no one reads this so i wont bother.
ahhh....and the old topic of turnabout. i guess i wont ask anyone. things will be better that way anyway. i would have liked to ask someone but im not going to ask some random person just so i can have a date. it will be fun anyway. it'll actually probably be more fun. im not totally into the whole idea of going in the first place. i mean its not like anyone would quite miss me being there. but, i dont know, i'll go. anythings got to be better than staying home (i'll be at my dads that weekend what fun will that be!) or watching movies with anti-turnabout rachel and amanda.
i've been on the computer way too long. maybe i'll go lose myself in some pointless tv show. they all seem to look the same after awhile...
~g
(...or as some say Commander Calcium!)
i finally finished the user picture i was working on. it took me awhile but now that i kno what to do it wont be that hard when i want to make some more. however i still hate this username and when i looked up how to change it it said i would have to pay 15 bucks just to change it. i waste my money enough as it is...so im just going to stick with it.
im not sure why today was such a bad day...it just went really slow and though we have the day off tomorrow theres really nothing to look forward to except for the sheer "excitement" of a weekend. i would say to call me to do something tomorrow but i know no one will because no one reads this so i wont bother.
ahhh....and the old topic of turnabout. i guess i wont ask anyone. things will be better that way anyway. i would have liked to ask someone but im not going to ask some random person just so i can have a date. it will be fun anyway. it'll actually probably be more fun. im not totally into the whole idea of going in the first place. i mean its not like anyone would quite miss me being there. but, i dont know, i'll go. anythings got to be better than staying home (i'll be at my dads that weekend what fun will that be!) or watching movies with anti-turnabout rachel and amanda.
i've been on the computer way too long. maybe i'll go lose myself in some pointless tv show. they all seem to look the same after awhile...
~g
(...or as some say Commander Calcium!)