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last night was the fbla dinner, and despite my efforts not to, i cried. alot. i can't help but cry when i think that on june 9th, i'm done with high school. forever. there are times when i'm like get me the fuck outta here, i just want to go to college and have fun. but a part of me doesnt want to leave. i dont want to leave the friends i've spent the past four years with. its a scary and exciting time and there are times im not sure i'm ready. it's all happening so fast that its hard to sit back and realize what is about to happen because none of us really know. the unknown is so scary, leaving place i've called home for the past 10 years is scary, leaving my best friends behind is scary. but i know that high school must end. don't get me wrong i am excited for college, its going to amazing. i just dont want all this to end. cant we just have college at home with out friends...and im not talking wcc lol. anyways i just felt like writing that, 9 more days guys. i cant beleive it.