Isn't it the best part of breaking up, is finding someone else you can't get enough of?
First off, I'd like to express that i fucking hate my computer...I have these such harsh emotions because i wrote this journal entry that you will soon be reading, last night for about an hour. Then as i was about to send it...my computer fricken shut down...I mean what kind of luck is that? It sucks, that's what it does! Anyways, I can't promise that i'll get all the details that i had yesterday, but i'll surely try ok?
hmmm....where do I start.....well let's see Formal is in 3 days now, and on Saturday i will be doing Brittnay, Christina, Camilla, Megan, Katie, Anna, and my own hair...holy mofo, i'm going to have to start at like 8 am! Thank god I'm not working! That woould seriously be impossible. I'm so proud I worked sooooo much this winter break, and I'm really glad that i did, because if I hadn't, I would have been able to meet Jon. Seriously before I met him, I had forgotten what it felt like to just look at someone and feel your cheeks blush, you stomach jumo around with all the little butterflies, hear your heart race deep inside your chest, and feel the chills travel down your spine. Man i know that i really seriously like him, because i can't help but smile anytime he's around. He seriously tried getting me to keep a straight face for 5 seconds, and i was doing well for the first 3 seconds, but then he made this funny face and i just started cracking up. Then he was like see, i told you that you couldn't not smile, and i was like well it's kinda hard when i'm staring at a funny looking face lol yea he pretended to get all offended it was funny. Then he was hanging around the hostess stand and we were talking about how guys normally like more than one girl at one time, and girls usually like one, and he was like no....i mean i've had crushes, but i think there are a lot of guys that just like one girl at a time. Then Christi came up front and was like so jon was that your girlfriend out by your car and he was like what are you talking about, I don't have a girlfriend, in my mind i was like hell yes! lol Yea, then when i was coming back from seating people, he fricken tripped me, i almost fell on my face, how hot would that have been lol Another time i was walking back to the front desk i felt something wet on the back of my leg, he had tried smacking my butt with his rag to clean tables... Not to mention the time that i was collecting menus and he came up behind me and put an ice cube down the back of my shirt...yea ofcourse so i took my orange sharpie and drew on his face lol...haha revenge is awesome lol then this girl that work with was like ok guys you can stop flirting now..and ofcourse i was like...i wasn't flirting with him, and he was like hey, she stuck it in my mouth first...haha SICK! yea special kid i tell you.:) Hmm what happened next...oh yea speaking of sick, i was looking in my purse when i see him come up...yea ok didn't suspect anything but yea he came up behind me and rubbed his hands all over my face and i swear they were drenched with water, it was so sick. I mean for those of you who don't know i hate people with clamy hands touching my face, if you don't have clamy hands then by all means you can touch my face, but i swear he like actually soaked his hands in water it was so gross i felt like someone was sweating all over me. God, i was flipping out and all he could do was laugh at me....I was like just wait till i get cut, and sure enough at that exact moment my manager came up to me and was like ok you're cut. I was like...you better start running now lol So i was doing my sidework before i left and ofcourse i chose to do the windows so that i could get some more time on the clock and lol well hang out with him. So yea i did the first windows in like 5 minutes, no big deal. Then i moved to the front windows, first window, piece of cake, second window...yea it was fine until i saw this white thing fly at the door, he fricken threw his rag at the door, and messed the whole window up, so i opened the door in his face. I cleaned it again and walked to the other side door and began to do those and yea another rag flew at the window...jerk, so then he came outside cuz i was doing the outside of the door, on the side patio and he was collecting the little lamps from out there and he came up and rubbed his rag alll over my just cleaned window....omg i was so pissed then he was like oh geeze i'm sorry did i mess up your window? Here let me wash that oof for you and since it was raining outside water had collected on the outside bar and he just splashed it all over the window. I was like omg it looks so much worse than when the window was originally dirty. I got over it, well after i took my window cleaner and wiped it all over his face hehe then i punched him in the stomach and we had this little arm wrestling war and ofcourse i won, by flipping his arms down like i always do to win and i was like yea damn straight don't mess with me and after he checked out my guns he was like man you are strong hehe yea that's a hell yes lol Then i told him that i wasn't going to forgive him for the window and that i was going to be mad at him all week and he was like what does it matter anyway you're just leaving now anyways, why don't you just leave and go hoome to your boyfriend. I started laughing and was like uh yea cuz i'd be living with him lol and yea that's not possible cuz i don't even have one. I told lauryn about it today and she was like you know he just said that to you to see if you had a boyfriend, and i kinda figured that at the time lol Then ii was like well can you deal with knowing that i'll be mad at you all week long and he was like well it'll be alright i mean i won't have to see you being mad at me, cuz i'm only working tomorrow so i won't see you for the rest of the week, and in my mind i'm like how the hell does he know that i'm not working tomorrow...unless he checked the schedule to see if i was working lol Then i was back up at the hostess stand and he was again making fun of me for going to UHS and he was calling me stuck up and i was like excuse me i'm not the one who goes to Sabino...that would be you, and then he proceeded to tell me how when i didn't acknowledge his existence at the movie theater he told all of his friends that he worked with me and that i was stuck up. Then a little while after he came up to me and was like geeze you're even turning Sarah mean and i was like...why would you say that? He was like cuz i was telling her what i'd do for my girlfrien for Valentine's Day if i had one, and she was like wow Jon i really didn't think that you could ever be that romantic lol I was like really, what would you do? He was just like, hah I'm not telling you. In my mind i was like yea you just wanted me to know that other people think that you'romantic, that you didn't have a girlfriend, and you were afraid that if you told me what it was and i ende up being your girlfriend for V-day, you wouldn't be able to use it on me lol haha i wish! After that i was like you really think i'm mean huh and he was like no, but it's fun to see you get all worked up over it lol grrr I don't get worked up! Yea ok that's a lie, Then a little later i said another insulting comment to him and he was like you really don't like me huh, and i was like no ofcourse i like you, and he was like ok good. Right after that i went back to the front desk and my friend Sarah was like...so would you ever go out with Jonathan? I was like uhhh i dunno, why? She was like well you guys have been flirting a whole lot tonight, and i was like nah he just likes teasing me and she was like nooo trust me, that's him flirting....and i was just like oh well that's cool lol and walked away lol Then i figured that i should leave so i had all of my stuff out and i saw him like playing with the bowl of mints by the front door and he stood there for a while and i just continued to stand my ground, wasn't sure what he was actually doing there, and as i was walking out he said bye and when i got to the front door i turned around to see if he was looking at me, and sure enough right after i turned he glanced up at me and i just stuck my tongue out at him and walked out the door lol I'm so sad, i don't get to work with him for at least two weeks, I was really just tempted to walk in yesterday and pick up yet another schedule by pretending like i forgot one just to see him lol but i didn't, but i do get to see him monday when i get my new schedule, and Maybe Erienne and i will go for lunch ....she can talk to all the employees and i'll just sit in the corner and drool lol hehe he makes me really happy, hopefully he's the one to break my heart from zach... i tried convincing Frankie that i liked someone else now,a nd she was like haha that's funny and will never happen and i was like no really i'm serious and she was like yea right you...over him and pointed at him in English class. I was like ask Erienne and I was like Erienne who do u think i like more, Jon or Zach and she was like actually i'd have to say Jon...yea Frankie was in total shock. I really hope that this isn't a phase, cuz i really want to like him. I just don't think that my feelings for Zach will ever go away, but i don't really want them to anyways so i deal with them, as best that i can, and really i think i've been doing quite well. **sighs** yea i'm in a lot of like here lol You should have seen me at lunch yesterday, i was daydreaming i guess cuz Kyle was trying to talk to me and i swear i didn't even notice until Brittnay smacked me. She was like get your head out of the clouds and listen up, we're deciding where to go to dinner on formal night lol whoops lol yea i do that a lot, it's bad lol
oh well hehe
~Danielle
hmmm....where do I start.....well let's see Formal is in 3 days now, and on Saturday i will be doing Brittnay, Christina, Camilla, Megan, Katie, Anna, and my own hair...holy mofo, i'm going to have to start at like 8 am! Thank god I'm not working! That woould seriously be impossible. I'm so proud I worked sooooo much this winter break, and I'm really glad that i did, because if I hadn't, I would have been able to meet Jon. Seriously before I met him, I had forgotten what it felt like to just look at someone and feel your cheeks blush, you stomach jumo around with all the little butterflies, hear your heart race deep inside your chest, and feel the chills travel down your spine. Man i know that i really seriously like him, because i can't help but smile anytime he's around. He seriously tried getting me to keep a straight face for 5 seconds, and i was doing well for the first 3 seconds, but then he made this funny face and i just started cracking up. Then he was like see, i told you that you couldn't not smile, and i was like well it's kinda hard when i'm staring at a funny looking face lol yea he pretended to get all offended it was funny. Then he was hanging around the hostess stand and we were talking about how guys normally like more than one girl at one time, and girls usually like one, and he was like no....i mean i've had crushes, but i think there are a lot of guys that just like one girl at a time. Then Christi came up front and was like so jon was that your girlfriend out by your car and he was like what are you talking about, I don't have a girlfriend, in my mind i was like hell yes! lol Yea, then when i was coming back from seating people, he fricken tripped me, i almost fell on my face, how hot would that have been lol Another time i was walking back to the front desk i felt something wet on the back of my leg, he had tried smacking my butt with his rag to clean tables... Not to mention the time that i was collecting menus and he came up behind me and put an ice cube down the back of my shirt...yea ofcourse so i took my orange sharpie and drew on his face lol...haha revenge is awesome lol then this girl that work with was like ok guys you can stop flirting now..and ofcourse i was like...i wasn't flirting with him, and he was like hey, she stuck it in my mouth first...haha SICK! yea special kid i tell you.:) Hmm what happened next...oh yea speaking of sick, i was looking in my purse when i see him come up...yea ok didn't suspect anything but yea he came up behind me and rubbed his hands all over my face and i swear they were drenched with water, it was so sick. I mean for those of you who don't know i hate people with clamy hands touching my face, if you don't have clamy hands then by all means you can touch my face, but i swear he like actually soaked his hands in water it was so gross i felt like someone was sweating all over me. God, i was flipping out and all he could do was laugh at me....I was like just wait till i get cut, and sure enough at that exact moment my manager came up to me and was like ok you're cut. I was like...you better start running now lol So i was doing my sidework before i left and ofcourse i chose to do the windows so that i could get some more time on the clock and lol well hang out with him. So yea i did the first windows in like 5 minutes, no big deal. Then i moved to the front windows, first window, piece of cake, second window...yea it was fine until i saw this white thing fly at the door, he fricken threw his rag at the door, and messed the whole window up, so i opened the door in his face. I cleaned it again and walked to the other side door and began to do those and yea another rag flew at the window...jerk, so then he came outside cuz i was doing the outside of the door, on the side patio and he was collecting the little lamps from out there and he came up and rubbed his rag alll over my just cleaned window....omg i was so pissed then he was like oh geeze i'm sorry did i mess up your window? Here let me wash that oof for you and since it was raining outside water had collected on the outside bar and he just splashed it all over the window. I was like omg it looks so much worse than when the window was originally dirty. I got over it, well after i took my window cleaner and wiped it all over his face hehe then i punched him in the stomach and we had this little arm wrestling war and ofcourse i won, by flipping his arms down like i always do to win and i was like yea damn straight don't mess with me and after he checked out my guns he was like man you are strong hehe yea that's a hell yes lol Then i told him that i wasn't going to forgive him for the window and that i was going to be mad at him all week and he was like what does it matter anyway you're just leaving now anyways, why don't you just leave and go hoome to your boyfriend. I started laughing and was like uh yea cuz i'd be living with him lol and yea that's not possible cuz i don't even have one. I told lauryn about it today and she was like you know he just said that to you to see if you had a boyfriend, and i kinda figured that at the time lol Then ii was like well can you deal with knowing that i'll be mad at you all week long and he was like well it'll be alright i mean i won't have to see you being mad at me, cuz i'm only working tomorrow so i won't see you for the rest of the week, and in my mind i'm like how the hell does he know that i'm not working tomorrow...unless he checked the schedule to see if i was working lol Then i was back up at the hostess stand and he was again making fun of me for going to UHS and he was calling me stuck up and i was like excuse me i'm not the one who goes to Sabino...that would be you, and then he proceeded to tell me how when i didn't acknowledge his existence at the movie theater he told all of his friends that he worked with me and that i was stuck up. Then a little while after he came up to me and was like geeze you're even turning Sarah mean and i was like...why would you say that? He was like cuz i was telling her what i'd do for my girlfrien for Valentine's Day if i had one, and she was like wow Jon i really didn't think that you could ever be that romantic lol I was like really, what would you do? He was just like, hah I'm not telling you. In my mind i was like yea you just wanted me to know that other people think that you'romantic, that you didn't have a girlfriend, and you were afraid that if you told me what it was and i ende up being your girlfriend for V-day, you wouldn't be able to use it on me lol haha i wish! After that i was like you really think i'm mean huh and he was like no, but it's fun to see you get all worked up over it lol grrr I don't get worked up! Yea ok that's a lie, Then a little later i said another insulting comment to him and he was like you really don't like me huh, and i was like no ofcourse i like you, and he was like ok good. Right after that i went back to the front desk and my friend Sarah was like...so would you ever go out with Jonathan? I was like uhhh i dunno, why? She was like well you guys have been flirting a whole lot tonight, and i was like nah he just likes teasing me and she was like nooo trust me, that's him flirting....and i was just like oh well that's cool lol and walked away lol Then i figured that i should leave so i had all of my stuff out and i saw him like playing with the bowl of mints by the front door and he stood there for a while and i just continued to stand my ground, wasn't sure what he was actually doing there, and as i was walking out he said bye and when i got to the front door i turned around to see if he was looking at me, and sure enough right after i turned he glanced up at me and i just stuck my tongue out at him and walked out the door lol I'm so sad, i don't get to work with him for at least two weeks, I was really just tempted to walk in yesterday and pick up yet another schedule by pretending like i forgot one just to see him lol but i didn't, but i do get to see him monday when i get my new schedule, and Maybe Erienne and i will go for lunch ....she can talk to all the employees and i'll just sit in the corner and drool lol hehe he makes me really happy, hopefully he's the one to break my heart from zach... i tried convincing Frankie that i liked someone else now,a nd she was like haha that's funny and will never happen and i was like no really i'm serious and she was like yea right you...over him and pointed at him in English class. I was like ask Erienne and I was like Erienne who do u think i like more, Jon or Zach and she was like actually i'd have to say Jon...yea Frankie was in total shock. I really hope that this isn't a phase, cuz i really want to like him. I just don't think that my feelings for Zach will ever go away, but i don't really want them to anyways so i deal with them, as best that i can, and really i think i've been doing quite well. **sighs** yea i'm in a lot of like here lol You should have seen me at lunch yesterday, i was daydreaming i guess cuz Kyle was trying to talk to me and i swear i didn't even notice until Brittnay smacked me. She was like get your head out of the clouds and listen up, we're deciding where to go to dinner on formal night lol whoops lol yea i do that a lot, it's bad lol
oh well hehe
~Danielle