I wonder
You know I wonder if some people. You know people meaning that jerk I talked about in my last post. Anyway I wonder if SOME people act really over-emotional because in a way it prevents them from really feeling anything at all. That way they can turn around and stab you in the back without blinking an eye. You know they put you on a petestal, tell you how great you are everyday, that way they don't see the real you, so they can't really care about you. Or they get so overwhelmed and attatched and co-dependent that in actuality they are in a way hiding from having real feelings and preventing themselves from forming any real attatchments. You know the kind of attachements that would prevent someone from lying to someone they said they cared about. Yes, it's all facinating speculation now. It's easy to say you care about someone. And even easier to prove that you don't. Why can't people like be upfront? Act how they are. I'm an asshole hear me roar. Nooo you have to hear bullshit. Oh I'm different, I'm like this. I care about you. I would never do this or that. You really have to watch out for those people who are over-zealous and act like they care about you a lot very early. Cause there very sneaky, they could be hiding the fact that in a few short months they will pull something to show you that everything they said was a lie. That they are in fact mentally deranged. That they didn't mean anything they said. That they are dependent by nature, having little to do with any real feelings twoards you. Or that they are so immature and need to grow up, leave the chicken nest and act at least half there age. This is my journal! Hear me bitch! Roar!