baaad idea.
being nice to him was a bad idea.
hanging out with him was a bad idea.
spending the night with him was a bad idea.
kissing him was a bad idea.
liking him was a bad idea.
caring about him was a bad idea.
giving him the benefit of the doubt was a bad idea.
making exceptions to the rule for him was a bad idea.
making excuses for him was a bad idea.
accepting him for who he is was a bad idea.
loving him was a bad idea.
allowing him to hurt me over and over and over AND over was a bad idea.
giving in was a bad idea.
consuming myself in him was a bad idea.
making him my number 1 priority was a bad idea.
choosing him over friends was a bad idea.
just wanting to be with him always was a bad idea.
taking care of him was a bad idea.
allowing him to get away with way too much was a bad idea.
SEVEN MONTHS OF NO CONTACT WAS THE BEST IDEA I'VE EVER HAD.
--getting drunk and reminiscing with him was a bad idea.
kissing him was a bad idea.
spending the night with him was a bad idea.
thinking we might get back together was a bad idea.
therefore, caring was a bad idea.
fighting for him was a bad idea.
fighting with him was a bad idea.
refusing to give up was a bad idea.
refusing to let go was a bad idea.
looks like this TWO YEAR mess is finally over, once & for all. and while i'm deeply saddened by the events that took place that brought it to an end, i can't help but be relieved at the same time that it is indeed over. probably for the best. so brighten up sweetheart & take a look at the bright side of things, no girl deserves to care & love someone so entirely much, and get treated like utter dirt in return. NO ONE.
i definitely never thought i'd be THAT girl. the one that put up with/cared about/loved someone who treated her terribly. but i was. and hopefully, i will never put myself in the same situation again.
i don't know what's worse: caring about and loving someone with all my heart that treated me horrible for two years. or getting cheated on & lied to. i obviously know how to pick em.
but what i do know, is that neither of those BOYS deserve a girl as great as me. :)
hanging out with him was a bad idea.
spending the night with him was a bad idea.
kissing him was a bad idea.
liking him was a bad idea.
caring about him was a bad idea.
giving him the benefit of the doubt was a bad idea.
making exceptions to the rule for him was a bad idea.
making excuses for him was a bad idea.
accepting him for who he is was a bad idea.
loving him was a bad idea.
allowing him to hurt me over and over and over AND over was a bad idea.
giving in was a bad idea.
consuming myself in him was a bad idea.
making him my number 1 priority was a bad idea.
choosing him over friends was a bad idea.
just wanting to be with him always was a bad idea.
taking care of him was a bad idea.
allowing him to get away with way too much was a bad idea.
SEVEN MONTHS OF NO CONTACT WAS THE BEST IDEA I'VE EVER HAD.
--getting drunk and reminiscing with him was a bad idea.
kissing him was a bad idea.
spending the night with him was a bad idea.
thinking we might get back together was a bad idea.
therefore, caring was a bad idea.
fighting for him was a bad idea.
fighting with him was a bad idea.
refusing to give up was a bad idea.
refusing to let go was a bad idea.
looks like this TWO YEAR mess is finally over, once & for all. and while i'm deeply saddened by the events that took place that brought it to an end, i can't help but be relieved at the same time that it is indeed over. probably for the best. so brighten up sweetheart & take a look at the bright side of things, no girl deserves to care & love someone so entirely much, and get treated like utter dirt in return. NO ONE.
i definitely never thought i'd be THAT girl. the one that put up with/cared about/loved someone who treated her terribly. but i was. and hopefully, i will never put myself in the same situation again.
i don't know what's worse: caring about and loving someone with all my heart that treated me horrible for two years. or getting cheated on & lied to. i obviously know how to pick em.
but what i do know, is that neither of those BOYS deserve a girl as great as me. :)