thoughtthemountainswouldcrumbleandtheriverswouldbendddd

[wishtobethere]

I have no fucking clue how to feell,
sometymesoki,

othertimes its this huge emptiness, 
This self-deprecating self-hatred,
clouding my brain drips,
crimson like blood.

ibrokerulenumber one,
he forgot rule number two,
rule three fuckked us upp,

&

"it's in the mail"...