Nov 19, 2006 19:42
Since getting out of work at 6, I feel surprisingly happy and upbeat. I made dinner that was actually, pretty good. Cheesy garlic pasta and salad, and cinnamon muffins for dessert. You laugh, but I'm so proud of myself. I'm sort of at peace with my college situation.. big surprise, I bumped it to September. But you know what? It's so much stress that's been eliminated, and I don't care as much that I have to wait another semester to start. I am going, I've paid the deposit already and I'm finally looking forward to my experience and education, now that I'm not rushing the whole thing. I feel like I can accomplish things now, and my next projects aren't all that dreadful anymore. So I'm slow. At least I've got some direction.