sleepy and weepy
Way to go from the highest top of the top, to weirded out low in a matter of minutes.
I came home from Zacks and sat down at the table to mental shop the best buy flier and eat a piece of watermelon. I just start thinking about my grandmother because I have a can of pepsi (her favorite beverage) and how I've only had one dream of her since she's been gone... about two and a half years. Subconsciously, I put my hand on my leg and feel something small and crunchy/hard on my knee, so I freak out a little and toss it on the floor. It was a lady bug. That was my grandmother's nickname from all of her old ladies she took care of because of her flaming red hair. Very very wierd. Upon closer inspection, I discover that I've killed this ladybug in my "ohmygod.theresabugonme!" fit, either by squishing it a bit or slamming it down on the kitchen floor. And that really upset me. Okay yes, it's normal for me to be overly emotional and weepy right now, but this is kind of silly. I don't even really believe in signs from the other side. I can blame it on hormones and coincidence, but it's still kind of wierd.
Anyway. Went to Wright's chicken farm and stuffed myself silly. Zack and I watched Adaptation, and two drinks later I was kind of silly. Very nice day. My uncle came up with Carole on one of their bikes... I didn't have time to go for a ride, unfortunately.
But, I should be getting to bed now. I really really want to go to school, too, which is why I was looking for a deal on a laptop to consider. I'm aiming for the springtime, so I can get all this other stuff out of the way (license, either getting a new car or fixing the old one, new lappy, getting stuff, and putting money aside into a college only account). Good goals, goodnight.
I came home from Zacks and sat down at the table to mental shop the best buy flier and eat a piece of watermelon. I just start thinking about my grandmother because I have a can of pepsi (her favorite beverage) and how I've only had one dream of her since she's been gone... about two and a half years. Subconsciously, I put my hand on my leg and feel something small and crunchy/hard on my knee, so I freak out a little and toss it on the floor. It was a lady bug. That was my grandmother's nickname from all of her old ladies she took care of because of her flaming red hair. Very very wierd. Upon closer inspection, I discover that I've killed this ladybug in my "ohmygod.theresabugonme!" fit, either by squishing it a bit or slamming it down on the kitchen floor. And that really upset me. Okay yes, it's normal for me to be overly emotional and weepy right now, but this is kind of silly. I don't even really believe in signs from the other side. I can blame it on hormones and coincidence, but it's still kind of wierd.
Anyway. Went to Wright's chicken farm and stuffed myself silly. Zack and I watched Adaptation, and two drinks later I was kind of silly. Very nice day. My uncle came up with Carole on one of their bikes... I didn't have time to go for a ride, unfortunately.
But, I should be getting to bed now. I really really want to go to school, too, which is why I was looking for a deal on a laptop to consider. I'm aiming for the springtime, so I can get all this other stuff out of the way (license, either getting a new car or fixing the old one, new lappy, getting stuff, and putting money aside into a college only account). Good goals, goodnight.