Aug 08, 2005 09:40
getting your heart toyed around with is the worst thing ever... especially after you finally start letting someone in after over a year of hiding. this is why i do not get crushes, and this is why i'm so stand-offish about liking someone. because it always ends up lousy. i just keep telling myself: good things come to those who wait.
it's really wierd, but my comfort when i feel like this is reading books, watching tv shows and watching my favorite movies. i'm excited about the real world tomorrow night, because this is one i feel like i can relate to for sure. one of the guys is thinking about not coming back to the house, and the girl that likes him bascially falls apart. i think this season of the show really is real, because most of us can relate to those expiriences they went through. i'm such an MTV nerd, haha.