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it's been two years since i heard your voice.
that thought scares me to death.
i miss you, and i need you.
there are so many things i want to tell you, things you probably know.
i want you to meet all the new people in my life, i want you to meet joy.
i want you to have all your art work in a gallery.
i want you to have enjoyed MICA.
i want you to know my old friendships are mended, and that you are such a huge part of them.
you are my heart.
"this heart, it beats. beats for only you."
i love you more than you'll ever know, more than i could ever express in words or gestures.
pain like this is permanent, it's something that lives and breathes with you every day.
and it's healed with loving memories and signs that i see.
i love you.
i miss you.
i wish you never left my house two years ago.
i hope you are happy.
i hope you are in a better place.
and i hope you feel the overwhelming love that people feel for you down here.
i'm lost without you.
that thought scares me to death.
i miss you, and i need you.
there are so many things i want to tell you, things you probably know.
i want you to meet all the new people in my life, i want you to meet joy.
i want you to have all your art work in a gallery.
i want you to have enjoyed MICA.
i want you to know my old friendships are mended, and that you are such a huge part of them.
you are my heart.
"this heart, it beats. beats for only you."
i love you more than you'll ever know, more than i could ever express in words or gestures.
pain like this is permanent, it's something that lives and breathes with you every day.
and it's healed with loving memories and signs that i see.
i love you.
i miss you.
i wish you never left my house two years ago.
i hope you are happy.
i hope you are in a better place.
and i hope you feel the overwhelming love that people feel for you down here.
i'm lost without you.