Writing again

Sep 07, 2011 18:06

I'm trying to start writing again, using different prompts. Today, I did "Letters I'll Never Send" and wrote this:

Dearest baby,

I still think about you every day.

What you could have been.

Who you would have looked like.

I think I'm crazy most days, because by lots of definitions - you never were. You were gone before I even knew you were there. How can I miss you? The very idea of you? I think I miss you because you were so very wanted. Because I don't know if they will ever be another of you. Because I loved you before you even existed that short time. I think of you often, and can't express how sorry I am that you are gone.

Love,
The Mom that Almost Was

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I've also been updating Casey and I's blog over at http://sothisisloveinmaine.blogspot.com/

Hugs all around!
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