Behind These Eyes...
Man..I really look forward to writing in this thing. I really think that it is helping somewhat. I know that probably in a year from now when I am reading back over this my life will be different. That is what I am looking forward to.
Last night I talked to him.He told me that he just wanted to be friends. Which sucked. He gave me the reason that he thought we couldn't be friends if we ever broke up. I tried to make him understand that I would always be his friend but he just wouldn't listen. I don't wanna think this but I can't help to think that it is a excuse to just get out. But what can I do ya know...
Today..I had a pretty good day. Today was Gary's last day at Lowe's which made me sad..and then of course there is putting up with everything that goes on in Lowe's on pretty much a daily basis. Well I can also say that I wasn't thinking alot about things today. My brain was so occupied on what was going on with a few more situations. You know..all I am going to say is that the flood gates just opened.
Last night I talked to him.He told me that he just wanted to be friends. Which sucked. He gave me the reason that he thought we couldn't be friends if we ever broke up. I tried to make him understand that I would always be his friend but he just wouldn't listen. I don't wanna think this but I can't help to think that it is a excuse to just get out. But what can I do ya know...
Today..I had a pretty good day. Today was Gary's last day at Lowe's which made me sad..and then of course there is putting up with everything that goes on in Lowe's on pretty much a daily basis. Well I can also say that I wasn't thinking alot about things today. My brain was so occupied on what was going on with a few more situations. You know..all I am going to say is that the flood gates just opened.