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Wow. i was reading my journals :'( i was such a bitch to you Matthew. i don't deserve you. At all. i'm sorry. I Hate myself. and you prolly hate me too. i dont blame you. i really don't. every1 should hate me. every single person i know should hate me. I'm such a bad friend..\ girlfriend. Matthew i just wanna let you know that everything that happened in the past should be put aside. and i wanna start new. i cant start my love over but ME AND YOU could start over. :'(
you all have permission to hate me. im a bad person.
you all have permission to hate me. im a bad person.