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*Sigh* well.. tonight was sad... me and Justin broke up.. he broke up with me but he had a good reason.. it`s just.. i wish he knew how he made my life better.. and had me forget a lot of tha shit Me and Matt went through.. and eesh.. i just like him a lot.. and i feel soo bad for all my friends going up to him and bitching him out.. its just they know what ive been through lately and he was making me happy.. thats all they ever heard about.. is how amazing he is.. jesus.. i hope we get together soon.. i really dont wanna be without him... ppl were telling me that if he already made me cry then he aint worth it.. well they dnt kno how amazing he is.. they wouldnt know a lot of the shit he got off my mind.. and how he made me feel.. and kno that he isnt gunna read this but i just wanna thank him for everything he has done for me in the past 3 days and im really going to miss it.. :'( baby u made everything right... and idn what imma do.. i really hope everything that was fucking ur life up goes away.. not only so me nd u can go back out but so you can feel better.. i fell so fast for u.. and now that ive lost u... idn what imma do with myself... u sed we are gunna get back together and i hope so.. well yeah.. hun.. i luv u.. and IF you do read this...tell me how u feel muah
YAY I SAW MATTHEW TONIGHT!!! :-) god i love u matthew! im soo glad u sed my name or i wouldnt have saw u!!! yayayaya!!! THAT made my night! aww YAY!! lol MUAH!!!