what i want to say and what i genuinely mean:
so i'm still reeling from whatever that's transpired
it's sad that memories aren't good enough, love is not enough, forgiveness is not enough
0 x infinite = 0
the people you love will always hurt you, it's inevitable
it's ok, pick up the pieces and keep going
alternative text:
there is an ache and i can't think about you and i'm lost for awhile
always believe that people start out with the best of intentions
but sometimes they might not necessarily know how to translate that across into actions
believing can be tiring but hope is all we have
i must say that i'm pretty proud of the person i've grown into
i know my worth, i value my time and the people who are worth it
people should never be allowed to dictate how you feel
so i'm feeling just fine, not even trying to trick myself
it's so important to connect the mind, body and soul
i think i finally get it
keeping a healthy attitude, with a healthy body results in a healthier soul!
got my compression sleeves and i'm ready to blaze that half marathonnnnnn
a lot of SHIT has gone down within the past year and a half
but look at me! still going at it!
always going to be fighting!
never settling!
striving for perfection!
also! am! going! to! be a less angry person
i'm going to LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE myself so much
but sometimes being so focused also results in feeling... lonesome
not lonely, lonely doesn't feel right in this context
anyway
yeah life is good
i have legs i can run i have a job i like i have great friends and great family and i can support myself and i live in singapore where everything is so efficient and safe and truth be told that i am surrounded by tons of love if i just open my eyes and look
this has become my little pep-talk blog but if i don't say these things to myself who will?