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things have been looking up...i met my panda last night which was amazing i love that guy <33 and i also talked to ed about everything that has been bothering me for the most part...and i will show you why i love that guy:
EBON4: whats up beth
Smilin Liar Girl: not a whole lot just lots of thinking
Smilin Liar Girl: u?
EBON4: just alot of not working......why so much thought?
Smilin Liar Girl: i really dont know
Smilin Liar Girl: things have been really blah lately
Smilin Liar Girl: and thats why i was so not myself on friday
EBON4: its all good
Smilin Liar Girl: i just wanted to explain to you
Smilin Liar Girl: i started an e-mail to you, just have to finish it:-P
Smilin Liar Girl: Ed
im sorry that i always feel compelled to talk to you about everything considering id never really pertains to you...things just have been at a really down slump for me lately and i feel like you are the only one i can talk to...im glad i have you around, but i feel like im burdening you =/
Smilin Liar Girl: thats as far as i got
EBON4: beth, you're no burden
Smilin Liar Girl: i feel like i am though
Smilin Liar Girl: i dont want to trouble oyu
Smilin Liar Girl: you*
Smilin Liar Girl: you are a busy guy
EBON4: yeah, well if I'm chatting online, then im usually not real busy
Smilin Liar Girl: lol
Smilin Liar Girl: true true
Smilin Liar Girl: i dunno
Smilin Liar Girl: hey i have a question and be totally honest cuz now stupid kyle has me thinking
EBON4: ok
Smilin Liar Girl: does it creep you out that im a really dedicated fan who has been friends with you guys for so long?
EBON4: not at all, why
Smilin Liar Girl: cuz kyle brought it up
Smilin Liar Girl: he said "well ya its cool that you do all this for them, but im guessing they as a band see it as stalking them. i mean who else would follow them for that long taking pictures, its creepy"
EBON4: i cant speak for anyone else, but I sure don't think so
EBON4: its cool that you are excited about our music and our shows, who am I to knock that down
Smilin Liar Girl: ok jc
EBON4: cool
Smilin Liar Girl: that kid just makes me so angry i dunno >_<
Smilin Liar Girl: and ya it just had me thinking a lot and i didnt want to bring it up that night cuz ya...it was a bad night lots of stuff going on last week
Smilin Liar Girl: and just for the record i love your girlfriend ^_^
EBON4: well thanks, me too
Smilin Liar Girl: and when you get married i best be invited damnit:-P
EBON4: no sense in letting that stuff bug you though, there are bigger things to worry about
EBON4: ummmm.........the married part has to come first.....
Smilin Liar Girl: i know, but it was just adding to everything else that was bothering me ya know?
Smilin Liar Girl: haha true
Smilin Liar Girl: she wants me to be a roller girl:-P
EBON4: you should try out
Smilin Liar Girl: its a possibility
Smilin Liar Girl: but that would mean id have to live closer to you haha
EBON4: yeah, or im sure there's a league in chicago if you decide to stay there
Smilin Liar Girl: true
Smilin Liar Girl: im so undecided right now
Smilin Liar Girl: i just know that i need to get away from small towns
Smilin Liar Girl: but ya
Smilin Liar Girl: im thinking maybe moving closer to minneapolis for now
Smilin Liar Girl: and finishing school
EBON4: thats not a bad idea
Smilin Liar Girl: but then you will have to see me more:-P
EBON4: uhhhh, ya know, i might be really busy..........
EBON4: ha kidding
Smilin Liar Girl: psh i see how this is!
Smilin Liar Girl: :-P
Smilin Liar Girl: just neglect me
Smilin Liar Girl: man ok...so what is up with jonathan?
Smilin Liar Girl: he confused me sooooooooo bad
EBON4: how come
Smilin Liar Girl: i walked up to the stage when i first got there and was watching the band and i noticed him there so i kicked him a little in the shin, he turned and grabbed me and gave me the biggest hug ever!
Smilin Liar Girl: well then i took him to show him the book and he gave me 2 more hugs
Smilin Liar Girl: then after ur set i was going by the bar to talk to eric and he looked at me so i smiled, then he moved the chair and said hey beth....and gave me a hug, looked at me and said "i just really wanted to give you a hug"
Smilin Liar Girl: then not too long after that made out with some chick but kept looking at me it was so akward
EBON4: hmm, besides the making out with the chick thing, I know he thought the picture book was super cool
Smilin Liar Girl: lol
Smilin Liar Girl: i know
Smilin Liar Girl: im supposed to make him a copy of one of the pics
Smilin Liar Girl: so...
Smilin Liar Girl: i will do that
Smilin Liar Girl: but yes.....your friends confuse me
Smilin Liar Girl: mhm
EBON4: thats why i love'em
Smilin Liar Girl: lol gee thanks ed
Smilin Liar Girl: they keep things interesting
Smilin Liar Girl: and i love them becuz thats how i met you haha
Smilin Liar Girl: u were the first one i talked too :-P
EBON4: still there? sorry i was just setting up a higher interest savings account
EBON4: YEAH
Smilin Liar Girl: lol
Smilin Liar Girl: its cool
Smilin Liar Girl: i found an old convo from jesse and i on here....
Smilin Liar Girl: weird
EBON4: convo?
Smilin Liar Girl: AIM
Smilin Liar Girl: jesse hartman no blankenship
EBON4: oh, conversation.......im not down with the lingo
Smilin Liar Girl: lol silly ed
Smilin Liar Girl: so how did your savings account turn out?
EBON4: good, it just has to process
EBON4: ill be a millionaire soon
EBON4: brb
Smilin Liar Girl: lol
Smilin Liar Girl: ok
Smilin Liar Girl: so when you are a millionare...where are we going to party? :-P
EBON4: um, pretty much everywhere and anywhere
Smilin Liar Girl: sounds good
Smilin Liar Girl: are you going to take me out of the country for my first time? :-P
EBON4: if you want, ill probably just get a huge yaht and sail around
Smilin Liar Girl: lol
Smilin Liar Girl: fair enough
Smilin Liar Girl: i could see you doing that too haha
Smilin Liar Girl: you should get a myspace page ed
EBON4: nah, i would never maintain it
Smilin Liar Girl: psh
Smilin Liar Girl: but then you could be in my top 40
EBON4: thanks
Smilin Liar Girl: not a prob
Smilin Liar Girl: you are the Ed you'd be number one
Smilin Liar Girl: no one can top that :-P
EBON4: ha
Smilin Liar Girl: thats right you'd be before jonathan,justin,paul and the whole band!
Smilin Liar Girl: woot
Smilin Liar Girl: but dear edward i think im going to head out<3
Smilin Liar Girl: thank you for listening
Smilin Liar Girl: or reading...however you wish to put it
EBON4: no prob, talk to you soon
Smilin Liar Girl: of course
Smilin Liar Girl: have a good day
EBON4: you too
Smilin Liar Girl: thanks i shall its spring break for me come on!:-P
EBON4: lucky
Smilin Liar Girl: lol only for a week
EBON4: better than nothing
Smilin Liar Girl: true true
Smilin Liar Girl: it is needed
Smilin Liar Girl: have to organize my stuff...
Smilin Liar Girl: moved everything back to my parent's
Smilin Liar Girl: blah
EBON4: yuck
Smilin Liar Girl: mhm
Smilin Liar Girl: you have no idea
Smilin Liar Girl: putting up with my mother when she is drunk...
Smilin Liar Girl: ya -_-
Smilin Liar Girl: but i will hopefully be out soon
Smilin Liar Girl: but yes....i shall talk to you soon
Smilin Liar Girl: hopefully next show
EBON4: ok, see ya
Smilin Liar Girl: l8er
and this is why you will NEVER EVER Be better then....THE ED!
EBON4: whats up beth
Smilin Liar Girl: not a whole lot just lots of thinking
Smilin Liar Girl: u?
EBON4: just alot of not working......why so much thought?
Smilin Liar Girl: i really dont know
Smilin Liar Girl: things have been really blah lately
Smilin Liar Girl: and thats why i was so not myself on friday
EBON4: its all good
Smilin Liar Girl: i just wanted to explain to you
Smilin Liar Girl: i started an e-mail to you, just have to finish it:-P
Smilin Liar Girl: Ed
im sorry that i always feel compelled to talk to you about everything considering id never really pertains to you...things just have been at a really down slump for me lately and i feel like you are the only one i can talk to...im glad i have you around, but i feel like im burdening you =/
Smilin Liar Girl: thats as far as i got
EBON4: beth, you're no burden
Smilin Liar Girl: i feel like i am though
Smilin Liar Girl: i dont want to trouble oyu
Smilin Liar Girl: you*
Smilin Liar Girl: you are a busy guy
EBON4: yeah, well if I'm chatting online, then im usually not real busy
Smilin Liar Girl: lol
Smilin Liar Girl: true true
Smilin Liar Girl: i dunno
Smilin Liar Girl: hey i have a question and be totally honest cuz now stupid kyle has me thinking
EBON4: ok
Smilin Liar Girl: does it creep you out that im a really dedicated fan who has been friends with you guys for so long?
EBON4: not at all, why
Smilin Liar Girl: cuz kyle brought it up
Smilin Liar Girl: he said "well ya its cool that you do all this for them, but im guessing they as a band see it as stalking them. i mean who else would follow them for that long taking pictures, its creepy"
EBON4: i cant speak for anyone else, but I sure don't think so
EBON4: its cool that you are excited about our music and our shows, who am I to knock that down
Smilin Liar Girl: ok jc
EBON4: cool
Smilin Liar Girl: that kid just makes me so angry i dunno >_<
Smilin Liar Girl: and ya it just had me thinking a lot and i didnt want to bring it up that night cuz ya...it was a bad night lots of stuff going on last week
Smilin Liar Girl: and just for the record i love your girlfriend ^_^
EBON4: well thanks, me too
Smilin Liar Girl: and when you get married i best be invited damnit:-P
EBON4: no sense in letting that stuff bug you though, there are bigger things to worry about
EBON4: ummmm.........the married part has to come first.....
Smilin Liar Girl: i know, but it was just adding to everything else that was bothering me ya know?
Smilin Liar Girl: haha true
Smilin Liar Girl: she wants me to be a roller girl:-P
EBON4: you should try out
Smilin Liar Girl: its a possibility
Smilin Liar Girl: but that would mean id have to live closer to you haha
EBON4: yeah, or im sure there's a league in chicago if you decide to stay there
Smilin Liar Girl: true
Smilin Liar Girl: im so undecided right now
Smilin Liar Girl: i just know that i need to get away from small towns
Smilin Liar Girl: but ya
Smilin Liar Girl: im thinking maybe moving closer to minneapolis for now
Smilin Liar Girl: and finishing school
EBON4: thats not a bad idea
Smilin Liar Girl: but then you will have to see me more:-P
EBON4: uhhhh, ya know, i might be really busy..........
EBON4: ha kidding
Smilin Liar Girl: psh i see how this is!
Smilin Liar Girl: :-P
Smilin Liar Girl: just neglect me
Smilin Liar Girl: man ok...so what is up with jonathan?
Smilin Liar Girl: he confused me sooooooooo bad
EBON4: how come
Smilin Liar Girl: i walked up to the stage when i first got there and was watching the band and i noticed him there so i kicked him a little in the shin, he turned and grabbed me and gave me the biggest hug ever!
Smilin Liar Girl: well then i took him to show him the book and he gave me 2 more hugs
Smilin Liar Girl: then after ur set i was going by the bar to talk to eric and he looked at me so i smiled, then he moved the chair and said hey beth....and gave me a hug, looked at me and said "i just really wanted to give you a hug"
Smilin Liar Girl: then not too long after that made out with some chick but kept looking at me it was so akward
EBON4: hmm, besides the making out with the chick thing, I know he thought the picture book was super cool
Smilin Liar Girl: lol
Smilin Liar Girl: i know
Smilin Liar Girl: im supposed to make him a copy of one of the pics
Smilin Liar Girl: so...
Smilin Liar Girl: i will do that
Smilin Liar Girl: but yes.....your friends confuse me
Smilin Liar Girl: mhm
EBON4: thats why i love'em
Smilin Liar Girl: lol gee thanks ed
Smilin Liar Girl: they keep things interesting
Smilin Liar Girl: and i love them becuz thats how i met you haha
Smilin Liar Girl: u were the first one i talked too :-P
EBON4: still there? sorry i was just setting up a higher interest savings account
EBON4: YEAH
Smilin Liar Girl: lol
Smilin Liar Girl: its cool
Smilin Liar Girl: i found an old convo from jesse and i on here....
Smilin Liar Girl: weird
EBON4: convo?
Smilin Liar Girl: AIM
Smilin Liar Girl: jesse hartman no blankenship
EBON4: oh, conversation.......im not down with the lingo
Smilin Liar Girl: lol silly ed
Smilin Liar Girl: so how did your savings account turn out?
EBON4: good, it just has to process
EBON4: ill be a millionaire soon
EBON4: brb
Smilin Liar Girl: lol
Smilin Liar Girl: ok
Smilin Liar Girl: so when you are a millionare...where are we going to party? :-P
EBON4: um, pretty much everywhere and anywhere
Smilin Liar Girl: sounds good
Smilin Liar Girl: are you going to take me out of the country for my first time? :-P
EBON4: if you want, ill probably just get a huge yaht and sail around
Smilin Liar Girl: lol
Smilin Liar Girl: fair enough
Smilin Liar Girl: i could see you doing that too haha
Smilin Liar Girl: you should get a myspace page ed
EBON4: nah, i would never maintain it
Smilin Liar Girl: psh
Smilin Liar Girl: but then you could be in my top 40
EBON4: thanks
Smilin Liar Girl: not a prob
Smilin Liar Girl: you are the Ed you'd be number one
Smilin Liar Girl: no one can top that :-P
EBON4: ha
Smilin Liar Girl: thats right you'd be before jonathan,justin,paul and the whole band!
Smilin Liar Girl: woot
Smilin Liar Girl: but dear edward i think im going to head out<3
Smilin Liar Girl: thank you for listening
Smilin Liar Girl: or reading...however you wish to put it
EBON4: no prob, talk to you soon
Smilin Liar Girl: of course
Smilin Liar Girl: have a good day
EBON4: you too
Smilin Liar Girl: thanks i shall its spring break for me come on!:-P
EBON4: lucky
Smilin Liar Girl: lol only for a week
EBON4: better than nothing
Smilin Liar Girl: true true
Smilin Liar Girl: it is needed
Smilin Liar Girl: have to organize my stuff...
Smilin Liar Girl: moved everything back to my parent's
Smilin Liar Girl: blah
EBON4: yuck
Smilin Liar Girl: mhm
Smilin Liar Girl: you have no idea
Smilin Liar Girl: putting up with my mother when she is drunk...
Smilin Liar Girl: ya -_-
Smilin Liar Girl: but i will hopefully be out soon
Smilin Liar Girl: but yes....i shall talk to you soon
Smilin Liar Girl: hopefully next show
EBON4: ok, see ya
Smilin Liar Girl: l8er
and this is why you will NEVER EVER Be better then....THE ED!